when ppl talks,i blog.

new and ugly template

2010-11-24T01:10:00.002+08:00

I've guessed being at this age,I just dont bother about how simple and ugly my blog template is.I did try and download the new one from the blogskin but it just turned out that I've lost my-whatever- thing on the gadjet/internet/IT.

So,being a grown up,I decided not to waste the little time that I had and was going to use the classic template.A very much of making a wise decision,right?Looking at how much hectic and crazy third year is,so bye bye.Need to start doing the example sheets or else I'm dead :D

template baru

2010-11-24T01:06:00.000+08:00

testing testing.1,2,3

stressssssss!

2009-11-04T20:56:00.002+08:00

hoi pegi main jauh-jauhla boleh tak?

ade ke budak rumah aku kacau hidup korang pon?

sedangkan kawan-kawan aku semua pon xkisah,korang sibuk dok jage tepi kain orang.

jangan la ingat diri sendiri sempurna sangat,sampai bukan main lagi dok tegur orang.

korang same je.dok suruh kitorang jage diri,macam la korang tu tak usha pompuan.

muke baik,ingat aku termakan la dengan muke baik korang tu?

sape cakap belajar kt overseas ni best?

memang nak mampus la.aku lagi rela belajar kt msia dari belajar kat sini kalau life tiap2 hari stressful.

macamla aku kacau life korang pon.

ps:entri di atas adalah utk tujuan melepaskan rasa marah.sekian

perhaps it could be a new beginning

2009-09-04T15:43:00.003+08:00

i dont really how this blog should really go.

not that i dont have time but

im being tooo lazy to update.

maybe by updating to a new template would make me write more.

till then,

we shall see.

perhaps it could be a new beginning

2009-09-04T15:43:00.001+08:00

i really need to stop pampering myself

2009-04-24T05:29:00.003+08:00

I was out from the hall for the 3 weeks of easter vacation.

and I just found out that I really miss filling my leisure time with watching movies or clips from youtube,surfthechannel and tvshack.

owh and not forgotten tv3.com.my (and lin is the one to be blamed for introducing matahari the series to me and now im addicted to it)

and yes,bout the SAD thing that i used to mention before,I guess it was all a bluff.

I always thinking of having something to munch in my mouth and this is not winter anymore.and obviously the execution after having a brainstorming of thinking about whatever to chew is important......*let's just leave the part of gaining weight,alrite :P*

owh! and pampering myself wud also include this:

The timetables for final exam is out and I'm going to have:

Linear Algebra on 21st May ,

Calculus on June 3rd, and

Sequence and Series on June 10th.

What do you think?They seriously are killing me over here.Everybody else is finishing the exam on May and yet I'm still going to be struggling with 'the thing' even till the very last moment of leaving for summer. *cuba untuk tidak merungut tapi tidak dapat*

and please check out this HOT PAPA with the new hairstyle.He's totally irresistable.I know Ayu wud agree for this part!

P/s:Para penonton dinasihatkan supaya mendengar dengan teliti pada minit ke 2:30.Terdapat pesanan panas di situ.Sekian,terima kasih. *So-called Michelle Wee*

2009-04-22T06:52:00.000+08:00

i miss my so-called twin.
and i love the picture a lot.
it displays of how much both of us resemblance each other.

............

2009-04-22T02:29:00.003+08:00

i wish i could say out loud to you

that i miss you real bad

and i started to pick songs from sheila majid and nurul and ajai for my playlist

to calm myself whenever i feel like to be with you all the time.

and yes,you did it.

you make me fall for you.

you drive me insane.

and you make me wait for you.

im gna b waiting patiently.

when i can just wear cardigan and t-shirt going out!

2009-03-16T23:27:00.002+08:00

yuuuuhuuuu!

finally i guess spring is here.

whenever the sunlight is not being deceiving anymore.

being not deceiving means that it get's warmer day by day.

and i cud have just wear cardigan which i miss a lot wearing it.

no more baggy coats and jackets(well,i can still wear the jackets if i want to)

and somehow it helps in making my days.when i mentioned bout days,it means 90 more to go.time flies.and somehow im beginning to like it.let's just skip the part where i have to sit for the final exam first before going home for summer.

2009-03-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

thanx ppl

2009-03-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

output yang didapati sepulangnya dari London;

1)laugh therapy =done

2)sugar crave=done (thnx to lynn)sampai pening kepale

3)seafood crave=SOOO DONE.(thnx to adik tersayang)

4)oriental food crave=SANGAT DONE

5)gossip crave=DONE jugak.

ps:to lynn and amirul,thnx for the wonderful weekend.aku tak kisah even kene teman buat laundry pon.lol

it has been almost a month

2009-02-27T04:31:00.002+08:00

aku taktau la blog ni hidup lg ke tak.

bukan nak salahkan orang yg membaca tapi tuan punya yang malas sangat nak menulis.

sejak hidup 2-3 minggu yang bahagia,membuatkan aku malas nak merengek kat sini.yela kalau hati gembira tak guna nak bersungut aku rasa.

kesejukan di luar pun sudah tidak mula menggigit tulang.tapi angin bertiup yg agak kencang sampai aku yg berisi ni pon kadang2 tertolak apatah lg org yg memang sedia kurus.

tapi untuk kate orang kurus terbang sebab kene tiup angin kt sini memang tipu la.so jgn sape2 ngade2 nk buat cerita orang terbang kat sini sebab superman je yang boleh terbang.ok?coolness.

di kesempatan ini jugak aku nak ucapkan tahniah pada newly weds dang sri annim and husband.

dan pada 2 orang lg batchmates ak;qistin and wajy yang bakal berkahwin tak lama lagi.*noshi+ayu,ak tunggu korang punya turn pulak ni*

semua orang pon dah nak kahwin,bagusla tu.tp aku takde la plak peer pressure.tengah seronok menikmati hidup lagi sekarang ni.try to think,kalau ak dh kahwin nnt,nk kne pk pasal husband,nak kene masak(aku suke masak tp tak suka bau busuk lepas masak),xde mase nak tido lmbt,kene bgn awal etc and im not ready to give up that lifestyle by now.belum lg.

nak kene carik orang yg mmg ak boleh suke smpai bile2 lg(ak dan syai mengalami masalah suke orang in short term dan ini tidak bagus).tah.nobody is perfect.cuba kalau aku suke orang yg suke minum,tak semayang,hisap dadah dan tak same education level dgn aku,susah jugak.dahlah dengan hidup yg demanding,susah babe.takkan nk susahkn ibu bapa sampai bile2.

so live life slowly.hidup kan satu pencarian.

tapi nak demand2 sgt tak perlu jugak.biarlah sederhana.cukuplah orang tu sederhana sahaja dan dia sanggup berusaha in building a better future together.haha.

pelik sangat dah entri ni.baik berhenti dari merapu~

my dad turns 50 today.

2009-02-02T06:37:00.002+08:00

bapaku pulang dari kota,
bapaku belikan tape tom and jerry,
tom and jerry dilayan setiap masa,
bila dah besar bijak bestari...
(an edited version of bapaku pulang dari kota,Jan 2009)

Hari ini bapaku sudah 50.
50 is not just a number.i kept thinking that my dad is getting old.and yet i am still not accepting that my dad is 50 today.fiveee--ooohhh.what a number.
Back to my dad,I am never closed to my dad like any other girls in this world but somehow I know that he loves me more than my other siblings(confident gile about this part).He rather sees me as an independent daughter than being a totally dependable one.Maybe because the fact that I'm the eldest and that I enjoyed to discover the magic of the world with my own feet.
Thank you abah.
I know it is quite possible to say it in front,but deep inside I wish that I could say those two words right in front of you.
And because of you,teaching me how to do fractions which I used to hate the most back then,I am enjoying myself with the magic of numbers*lame*
And the cost of raising me up is just PRICELESS for you.
THANK YOU ABAH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
semoga ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang beriman di akhirat kelak

i cant wait for jan 28th to come

2009-01-25T06:08:00.002+08:00

jika kita mampu berlari,jangan sesekali berhenti.
berlari bagi mendapatkan sesuatu yang tidak pasti,tidak semestinya sia-sia.
sesungguhnya hidup ini tidak pernah menjanjikan sesuatu yang benar pasti.

namun,
jika kita tidak mampu untuk berlari bagi mengejar sesuatu kita angankan,
teruskanlah dengan berjalan.
sesungguhnya,lebih banyak yang kita hargai tika mengharungi sebuah perjalanan.

namun,
adakalanya kita tidak mampu berjalan,
teruskanlah dengan merangkak.
itu tidak bermakna kita lemah,
malah menggambarkan usaha kita yang gigih lebih dari insan lain.

*quote yang paling sesuai bagi org yg dah mengah2 blaja sebab last mins*

ps:huhu mary poppins on the 28th.saba2

mode:kecewa

2009-01-19T02:14:00.002+08:00

i was hoping for faizal tahir to win!!!!

syafea and i did even calculated the amount of money that he was supposed to win if only he were the winner of the AJL of this year which is approx rm50,000?

fewwww,

but he didnt :(

initially i was putting like 100% hope for aizat,but it's just that his performance was very *safe* and nothing much even tho it was an AJL where they looked for the best song.

but the moment i saw how faizal tahir managed to make his perfomance some sort of effortless yet meaningful,i hope that the song was going to be the Juara Lagu.

tapi Tuhan yang menentukan segalanya :P

ps:let's boycot israelis product.we can do it!

2 more days to go

2009-01-18T20:08:00.001+08:00

DSC00647
Originally uploaded by freakyfea

i hate examssssss!

setelah 2 hari pulang ke villa berdekatan kampung riang

2009-01-08T23:56:00.003+08:00

aku masih belum ade inisiatif untuk bukak buku,
aku tau time is running out.
tu memang masalah aku.
edit gambar mungkin lagi menarik :)
ini gambar kedua diupload sepijaknya kaki di tanah eropah.
mungkin esok hari boleh jadi cerah dan aku akan rajin belajar.

coming for u,london

2008-12-17T04:16:00.003+08:00

no,im not going to london for the winter.
am staying over here due to a bit of financial constrain.
i know,it's pathetic.
while i was chatting with afiq,my dearly cousin,i called to his pc but unfortunately,the mic wasnt functioning.i called so that i could talk with his little brother,nasyif(which 1 of little cousins that is very close to me,because i always babysit him).
as soon that he heard me calling for him,he told his brother that he wanted to come over here.
i like to hear whenever he mentioned for london because it was so cute.yet,he is still not able to say manchester in a proper way and instead kept saying mancesher (errr something like that).
few mins later i received an email with the notes:coming for u,london and i figured out this photo:

o m g!mafler,jacket and snow cap.they must have struggle a lot to put him into all the clothes and taking up picture so that they can put it up for me.
sometimes cousins can be like your own sisters and brothers and i know how they miss me over there.regardless of all the souvenirs that they have been reminding me to bring back over my summer break.
yeah,jerseys,ck perfumes,printed bag and etc(i'm dead).

eventhough i have 3 more days toward the break,i have been skipping 2 classes today.
sorry rakyat MALAYSIA.
that's the issue that we always brought up among the coursemates whenever 1 of us did not turn up for a class.
like if you did not come for 1 class,u owe the government for rm500.and if u came for the tutorials and u managed to finish the homework,it is consider that u have debited rm1000 into the account and u still have rm500 credits that u can use whenever it is emergency (means that it is ok if u do not come to the class).
biasela,teori tak bergune untuk sedapkan hati.

rase nak bunuh orang

2008-12-12T17:08:00.002+08:00

boleh tak sape2 ckp dgn aku

ape masalah budak2 hall aku ni sebenanye?

diorg dh mskin sgt ke smpai kene CURI milo yang bawak dari malaysia,garam aku dengan mende2 laen sblum ni yg aku tak ingt dah.

diorang pegi disposed condensed milk aku.yg mbe2 diorg dok floor laen tmpang brg dlm fridge ktorg ni,xde plak ktorg nk kesah kan.

mmbuat aku rase nk bunuh orang saje.cube kire berape duit rakyat aku kene abeskn bli barang2 tu sume.*nk tambah dengan sekali aku tak pegi lecture clculus sbb sejuk sgt*

mmg semuanye indah khabar dari rupe.
sape yang rase nk kawen dengan MAT SALLEH tu,CANCEL jela niat korang oke.tak pon BBB a.k.a bangse2 bersatu yg dah lupe asal mereka nun jauh di Asia Selatan sane.

PS:sape suruh curi barang2 aku tme aku tgh miskin,mmg knela sumpah seranah dgn aku.

akhirnye terpanggil jue

2008-12-11T00:22:00.004+08:00

sebab hari ini adalah half-working day,
hati rase berkobar2 pulang ke bilik kerana kesejukan yg mengusik kalbu*errr?abaikan ayat ni pdhal heater dkt hall diorg tanak pasang*
frost has been all over the place for nearly everyday lately.
and it's been FREAKING cold (anh's favorite word=my vietnamese buddy)
sebenarnye,rs mls nk upload gmbar ni.
tapi sebab nak tunjuk kt org2 laen yg suke dok maen snow,at least ade la sikit kt kampung melayu manchester ni.(walau tak semengah orang2 dkt york,liverpool,birm etc)

since az wan once wrote about his adorable lecturer,i'm here to present the most adorable lecturer of mine.
he taught us set number and function (which is most of the time not bearable and understandable)
*kembali menulis dalam melayu(name die tidak akan sekali2 disebut di sini bagi menjage kepentingan si penulis yang juge merupakan seorang pelajar dalam supervisionnye)
ye mmg aku cuak kalau tbe2 die google psl die terjumpe plak dlm blog ni.
jangan risau kalau korang mule terpikat dengan die ni.memang sgt menawan sekali gaye rambutnye itu.die ade satu habit,iaitu membelai rambutnye dalam supervision cls yg mne aku rs aku je yg perasan.and die xkn buat mnde tu dlm lcture hall sbb tanak ramai org perasan.
lagi satu,keSARCASTISMnye terserlah bile sumeorg org dah tatau nk jwb ape and yes,die xpect jawapan dengan reasons ok utk setiap soalan die dengan tagline die:this is not a no,no camp ok.
haha berderai aku gelak tiap kali die ckp mcm tu(tp dlm hati jela).

lg satu sebab sume mat salleh yg sgt punctual,tiap kali dh abes lcture hour tp die nk ckp lg,nnt sumeorg mst ignore ape yg die ckp.die sangat suke mmbuat satu ekspresi muke yg sgt tak boleh blah yang mane ktorg je slalu perasan mnde ni.tak pecaye?tnye la afif,peng,rahmah dgn anam.
aku tau korg mst rs die sgt adorable kan.
TAPI,percayela comel itu menakutkan..........

ps:die ade fan group kt facebook.kalau sape rase nk join,g tengok kt profile aku.

aku memang cepat gelabah

2008-12-05T16:24:00.003+08:00

pernah tak korang???
unaccidentally,
1)misplaced barang- tak lame pon.sangat sekejap.for 1 min,it's in your hand,then it's gone.
lepas tu aku terus gelabah.perangai ni specially inherited beb!lepas tu kalau carik mesti tak jumpe.tension betul.tapi nnt 2-3 hari lepas tu,barang2 tu msti dtg carik aku.

2)merosakkan barang sebab curiosity KILLs.
Banyak kejadian2 sengal yang aku selalu buat dari saat aku kecik sebab aku memang suke.
Antara kejadian yang masih aku ingat membuatkan aku rase gelabah (sebab kalau mase kecik brg2 tu harta encik amir dengan puan rosmina dan aku xcukup duit nak ganti)

1-aku pernah bukak ade satu compartment dalam kereta zaman2 dlu dekat bawah steering.
nak aku justify kenape?sebab dekat compartment tu ade lubang2 yang membuatkan aku rase setiap kali aku naik kereta tu,ade SESUATU yang hidup dalam tempat tu.tanpa segan silu,aku pergi bukak tempat tu pada suatu petang yg indah dan hasilnye kecewa gle.ble aku nk tutup balik,dan2 pulak tak boleh.dahla cuak if only bapak aku yg comel pada ketike itu tbe2 dtg.mmg mampus aku kene kejar keliling rumah(ye bapak aku mmg suke maen kejar2 dgn ktorg ,lompat masuk rumah zaman2 dlu,sweet kan.bapak korang?aku taktau.tak caye tnye amirul)
sebab aku dah gelabah sgt,aku xtau nk buat ape.aku pon dok rileks kejap, try and error naseb baek dapat.

2-aku pernah hampir bakar rumah aku.kan dalam tv zaman kte mude mudi dlu slalu tunjuk firecamps.best gle kan.tp bukan sbb tu je aku rase nak bakar rumah.lg satu sebab aku slalu tgk mak aku bakar surat khabar lame dan melakukan pembakaran terbuke.(tu la sebab ozon kt malaysia tu nipis,aku tau!)
dalam rumah ktorg yg home sweet home mase tu,ade akuarium terpakai.sebab?biaselah bapak aku.hobi die yg hangat2 taik ayam tu.kalau org bela ikan,die pon bela ikan.ikan dh mati,xtau nk buat ape.org buat hdroponik,die pn berhidroponik sampai jadi jutawan aedes sekali.hebat kan bapak aku.
back to akuarium tu.jeng jeng jeng.ni kerje aku dengan amirul jugak la.
inspirasi yang cemerlang mestila datang daripada aku;
aku pergi bakar lilin dan letak dalam akuarium tu yg ade kat dalam stor.
dan aku terfikir ape kate kalau bakar surat khabar skali dalam akuarium tu.sbg adik yg taat pade kakak,amirul pn tros pg ambik stack of suratkhabar lame dan bakar dekat lilin dan biar dalam akuarium tu.
pergh mmg hampir2 firecamp dalam bilik tu.lepas tu,ktorg jd gelabah sebab xtau mcm mane nk pdmkan api tu.tros aku ajak amirul keluar blik dan tgk tv.
sampai la bapak aku dpt detect ade firecamp dlm blik tu.dan tros die ambik air dan padamkn api tu.tp die tak marah ktorg sebaliknye main kejar2 keliling rumah dengan ktorg.cool kan bapak aku.(die pon mmg suke dengar lagu daddy cool;tu sbb aisyah's 1st word mase kcik2 ialah daddy cool)

3.aku pernah stapler ibu jari kanan aku mase darjah 1.depan mak aku tme ni.tme ni mak aku bergayut (patutla aku suke sgt dengan telefon) dan ade stapler kt atas meja phone tu.aku kan slalu berfikir out of box dari zaman kecik lg.mase tu aku rase kesian sgt kertas yg kne stapler,mst diorg sakit gile kan(sbb nenek aku ckp kalau makan tak abes,nasik tu menangis,tros aku percaye semua benda dlm dunie ni bernyawa).lagi satu sbb mak aku tak layan aku tme tu.dengan penuh rase curiosity aku teros tekan stapler tu kat tangan aku.memang masyuk gle.
sampai sekarang aku faham perasaan kertas yg kene stapler.lepas saat itu,bile mak aku bergayut,die akan pastikan stapler bukan toys aku lagi dah.
ps:tp bukan aku sorg yang fikir mcm tu.setelah disurvey,ramai je kanak2 zaman aku dlu yg pernah stapler tangan diorg sbb nak jadi macho.no wonder bile besar TUHAN temukan aku dengan diorg.

life is hard enough

2008-11-26T21:58:00.002+08:00

when you are trying so hard to fit in;

I)macam memaksa diri untuk menjadi yang lain

II)terpaksa berubah pada masa itu jugak

III)terlalu banyak paksaan yang datang dan dalam pelbagai cara dan arah

IV)cakap pon macam pijak semut tak mati

--->that is so not me.
kalau ade human express delivery from malaysia or new zealand or from other places in the UK(ye liverpool,york dan dublin termasuk skali) sile cakap ye.aku nak import orang from sane.
i need friends therapy now!

now everyone can fly :)

2008-11-26T15:39:00.002+08:00

this is for real.
i already got my ticket back to malaysia.
it will be on the june 17th.
to the long awaited roti canai and char kuey tiaw;
here i come

it's long wednesday.

2008-11-20T05:57:00.002+08:00

it has been a long day.
which was supposed to be a BIG day since we were hoping to grab the tickets for man united vs man city this morning.
so lalalala.
i slept late last night.
thinking that i should be happy the next morning for getting myself and some of my close friends here the match tickets.
zZZZzzzZZ..

i managed to woke up at 7.
and so i went downstairs waiting for the girls and another boy.
lalalala,we withdrew some money from the atm and hop on a bus and went to the
student union.
and dem,
as soon as i got off the bus
the queue was very long like JT is coming down to manchester and they were all queuing for the concert tickets.
because of the stupid rumours saying that the tickets is going to be 200 pieces,i dragged afif and ping off from the queue because it seemed like it was never going to happen that we were going to get it.
and so we all went for breakfast.

and around 10+,
somebody texted afif,and it was a big shocking news that,
they are having 500 pieces of tickets being sold on the day.
i guess,we are not meant to get the tickets anymore.
dem.

and i decided to treat the most frustrating day because i have to wake up early and yet not getting the tickets with this.

ps: just look at how decent the girls in the 10 years before.
haha menyanyi pon pakai tutup aurat.and they are using the same outfit for
the clip video.(saving la)

no wonder i was clueless of everything for almost a whole day

2008-11-06T23:59:00.003+08:00

i hit the bathroom door.
it was yesterday.
i know women are lacking of spacious skills but then i really do not know if it really applied in this case.
imagine you were sitting on the toilet bowl.
then you get up and pull the door towards yourself.
and your nerves had no clue to at least move your body at least a step backward so that the door wont hit you straight in your face.
it happened to me tough.
and left a big mark on my forehead.
i do not know what is happening to me!!!

and i had done nothing from the morning till now.
i know.
my life is pathetic.
i need to study.
i need to finish 10 more chapters of the silly-for-everyone-yet-i-still-dont-know-what-bijection-is.
i'm hoping for a miracle to happen.
like somebody got busted for cracking the exam room or whatever.
i dont care at least i dont have to seat for the exam.

life aku sudah tidak down seperti dahulu

2008-11-05T08:11:00.002+08:00

kepada rakan-rakan,
terima kasih atas sokongan dan kepercayaan kamu2.
cukuplah dengan anda semua,tidak perlu yang lain2 pon dalam hidup ini.

tapi,
apabila life sudah balik ke recover mode,
aku masih rasa aku ada satu masalah lagi.
aku memang tidak pernah berminat dengan subjek membaca yang memerlukan teori untuk difahami.
contohnya seperti fizik.
bagilah aku baca buku sejarah,mungkin boleh dihabiskan dalam seminggu.
kalau biologi,tak perlu sampai seminggu.
aku anggap baca biologi atau sejarah seperti baca buku cerita.
tapi sekarang.
aku perlu baca konsep maths.
apekah?
memang aku malas tahap gaban.

aku tak suke nak baca dan faham konsep2 semua tu.
bak kate abah,"dalam hidup ni ape je yang tak pening?"
tapi aku tak suke jugak hidup aku pening.
end up,aku tengok chuck takpon desperate housewives takpon gossip girl.
ini yang susah ni kalau internet memang reliable.
dari ak bukak novel yg nige ray suruh ktorg bc ni.

ps:jgn layan aku merepek

everything is politic

2008-10-29T06:57:00.002+08:00

study mode for tonight has faded.
gone till zero
then i went to catch up the new season of desperate housewives.
and for one shocking moment,hadi imED me.
with the intro,"rosak"
then i was like,wth? i am in the middle of watching my most favorite show.
then he went like,'ko msti xbace email lg ni'.
ok then i went straight on clicking n my email and read through it.

what a shocking!!!!!!!!
somebody posted about me.
evaluating me?wthhhH?

apekah maknenye semua itu?
pegi freshers day out for the sake of evaluating and choosing the right prospects for the naqibah?
clearly everything was politic based.
did she ever think that mistakes cant be undo?
bolehkah insan menilai sejauh mane keislaman seseorang?sejauh mane pengaplikasian islam dalam hidup seseorang?
who gave her rights to do that?
and posting the evaluation thingy on the mailing list which could be read by anyone.
did she ever heard this word,'mencemarkan maruah?'
i could sue her if i wanted to.

there goes the famous quote about me,
"Nurul Amirah - bagi saya she's like clearly not too Islamic in her worldview. She has beliefs and concerns in human rights, free speech etc, tapi tak pasti sejauh mana nilai2 tu diintegrasikan dengan Islam. "

ps:i'm here with a vision.to study.please respect me

ngeee demam kembali~

2008-10-24T06:34:00.001+08:00

love may fade with the season
but some friendship are year around
like you and me

you know you love me
xoxo

life is dull

2008-10-22T20:22:00.002+08:00

how i wish i am in malaysia
because i miss the people
kesengalan, kebangangan , ketiadaan SENSE yang sentiasa mengubat hatiku
orang-orangnya yang bajet bagus
makanannya yang berminyak dan berMSG dan airnya yang penuh berkrim
lepak di maple dan ayat ini; "ane teh tarik satu!"
serta char kuey tiaw pak cik kepale botak dekat rumah.
semoge tuhan menabahkan hati aku sehingge tahun depan.
AMIN!

things that slipped into me when i was doing the assignment

2008-10-17T06:14:00.004+08:00

out of blue,

i miss her..

i miss tickling and making fun of her.

i miss her annoying voice when she shouted for ALONG

and i do miss this boy

i miss teasing him whenever he walks around with his fat assses

i miss teaching him maths whenever he feels like giving up
and looking at his happy face when he got A's for the paper and brag for the whole week

and i miss the trips to McD with them just for the sundaes so that i can cheer them up
even if i were broke.

ps:even the words never been enough to descibe.to suji:sorry i lied about being homesick.

notation of math's symbol

2008-10-11T06:57:00.002+08:00

now i knew that,
there are soooo many notations for maths even for a single sentence.
any or some in a sentence of mathematics could be a negation to the other sentence
and that for different countries,
the notations for a simple sentence could vary and is being an issue to my supervision class.
Since the mat sallehs are hardly catching up and always stressed out that "this is what I learnt in my country," because my supervisor is a foreigner whose his first language is french (and
I do not know his ethnic origin).
well I guess, it is an interesting situation that I could benefit for being here.
and fyi, the mat sallehs are simply the laziest people on earth.
Simply because individual rights are practiced here,and if you do not want to do the exercise,even if you are being forced out to the front,at last they will respect your decision of do not wanting to be embarrassed in front of the whole class. (This applies if you do not work out the problem sheet).
Boleh pulak macam tu kan?

get a life la mat salleh!!!!

2008-10-05T09:45:00.002+08:00

well it s almost 3 in the morning
must be weird to find me blogging at this hour.
surely because of the fire alarm thing.
just for this week,we had like twice of fire alarm and were really bothering my life (yerp i call sleep as life)
and yesterday did piss me off.
because it was the weekends of the eid celebration
and NOBODY invited us over for open houses.
for no reason.
because i live with 5 other girls in this hall
and i cant accept the fact if it has been never across any of them that
THE WRIGHT ROBINSON GIRLS ARE NOT THERE
(because that is how they label us since we always appear in any houses in this group)
when every other person status on the messenger sounded like this;
BURP KENYANG
(when your dinner is like only nasi+brahim's instant meal)
tell me!!!!
who wont pissed off???
since this world is fully equipped with technologies
and they do know how to reach us before this.
so NO REASON.
unless if they had hidden agenda before this which got ignored by some of us.
ps:sorry if this entry offended anybody

isu kaki di celah heater

2008-10-03T23:15:00.002+08:00

cold

windyyyyyy

freeezinggggg

=kaki kat celah heater

yet,coursmates aku boleh bahan lg?
apekah.

tension je dengar radio malaysia

2008-10-03T05:16:00.002+08:00

haruskah lirik lagu raye berbunyi mcm ni;

gema takbir di pagi raya
aku di perantauan menahan sebak.

kalau tengah kusyu' buat assignments pon boleh nanges mcm ni.
contoh terdekat adalah org yg tengah menaip.
sekian

it was only few days ago...

2008-09-28T14:53:00.004+08:00

i woke up few mins ago and wondering how is it like the adverts for raya this year are gonna be.
actually i was invited to the group of msian community in yahoo and i joined it.and smebody did send 1 raya advert from petronas to the group and the visual was like not so good. it just pop out inside my head that i shud have go youtube-ing.and so i did.
and always,they wud link u to the other vids on the right corner of the window.
and so i clicked on it and i cudnt hold the tears from falling down as i wtched the video...(it happens that petronas did 2 adverts this time,mby they have twice the profits this yr,who knows)

and for the other video that i was talking about before, i thought of uploading it here,but then something went wrong with the downloader and i cant upload it here.we'll just see later if i cud do so.

ps:raya will not be the same this year :(
pss:the fact is i cudnt bear myself being homesick.

things i MIGHT miss later di jalan2 malaysia

2008-09-16T12:22:00.002+08:00

pada pukul 1030 pg td,aku keluar memandu untuk memenuhi tuntutan perkara2 yg perlu disiapkan sebagai seorAng yang memang sangat INDEPENDENT (ditujukan kpd seseorg)
aku telah mengalami perkara2 yang memang wajib pemandu2 malaysia buat mungkin buat kali terakhir.

1.mase nak keluar parking dkt cimb,aku tahu aku mmg dkt jln yg betol.tbe2 boleh keluar makcik ni bawak motor die yg cam xberape pnjg lg hayat hidup motor tu dengan bangge nye masuk lane aku.maka sebagai pengajaran aku bawakla kete tu laju2 walaupun tak berape perlu dan berhenti dkt depan mak cik tu biar die terkejut.serta telah menghadiahi die satu pndangan yg tak berapa nak tajam aku rasekan tp muke die cuak plak.tbe2 aku geli hati.sbb tak percaye ade org boleh takut tgk muke aku ni.(1st time ade org tkot dgn aku on road).hihihihi.

2.setelah itu kt belakang shop lots tu ade plak tbe2 satu kereta ni erhenti tbe2 dkt tgh jalan.aku tau la tu jalan belakang tp jln tu smpit nk mpos.ikut naluri aku,msti mak cik senget lg ni suke buat hal.huh!mmg btol pon..agak2 ak lepas je kete die,rupe2nye die boleh jawab call kt situ.wah!wah!gaye mcm kalau xjwb phone tu,agak2 berape juta die rugi bisnes die tu?
mmg kurang bertamadun btol makcik2 ni...kali ni hadiah nye dari aku honk yg agak mesra biar terase.

3.ini plak btol2 on road.ade la pakcik ni gaye2 die mcm tengah mkan angin smbil bwk kereta.confirm korg tau kn mcm mane gaye.stok yg pakai t-shirt,kua2 cari makan(kalau la die tak pose) dan yg paling obvious die dok kt lane kiri.yg telah memanaskan aku,die tu nk u-turn.
kalau dh tau nk u-turn,dokla laen sblah kanan.ni tbe2 msuk dpan kete aku pastu u-turn tu kt dpan aku.terkejut nye aku dengan itu telah menghadiahi honk yg agak kurang ajar.
betulla kate mak aku,driver kt alor setar ni memang semacam sket perangai die.

ps:agak2 aku rindu ke?

penat mengire ;0

2008-09-14T00:25:00.002+08:00

it s already 12 am,14th september 2008.
if everything went on track,I was supposed to leave malaysia on the 15th.
tengggss GOD for making it sooo not true :P

setiap pagi,me-LOG in kan diri for visa tracking but then the results is still the same; HAMPEH!
something whch sounds like this:your application s being forwarded to the British High Commission.
it doesnt seem to give me any idea when can I pick up the DEMMMM visa thing!
just praying that I wont call KPM to reschedule my flight to another date again.
IT S NOT EASY.
anyhooo,if the everything is complete *mainly the visa la * by next week,I should be leaving on the morning of 22nd.

ps:be bringing biskut raya(mainly homemade biskut dahlia n almond london)!
sape2 nk merempat,sile2 :P

i've been tagged!

2008-08-25T23:55:00.003+08:00

Rules :
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!

here we go:
1.unlike kimmy, i love my visit to the salon.maybe because some of the hairstylist managed to let me feel how celebrities felt when they got their hair done after going out from the salon.
*syai juge ade habit ni*

2.i cant fully concentrate on studying something which needs 100% concentration.
(physics is the best example) i cud only study physics from early morning to 11am :(
weird huh?

3.i study maths with the music.the fact is that I CANNOT STUDY maths WITHOUT MUSIC.
or i can turn myself half-PSYCHOTIC if i did that.

4.i eat shrimp based on the way ppl cooks it.i dont eat them with masak sambal.i'll try to eat them if i found any in charkueytiaw.

5.i rarely get angry.but if i do so,ppl btter watch out coz i'd tend to burst.
but then i'll tend to forget bout that in seconds.

6.ppl loves gossiping with me.it is a common thing that ppl wud seek for me if they get any gossips,smetimes just to make sure that i get updated with the latest issue.

7.when i was in standard 1,i always created scenes with the boys in my classroom.i once threw the duster onto a boy's face and his nose bleed terribly after that.*i'm still impressed with myself bout that until now.coz i've never thought that i can do that*

8.i was a big fan to the boybands such as BSB n N'sync back then(i mean mase mude2)

9.i love kids.i mean if they arent the irritating kind of kids.esp those btween 3-6 yrs old.
i always found kids at that age are CUTE,mybe SUPER CUTE :P

10.i enjoy eating budu,tempoyak,petai,ulam2an.(i guess i get this from my mum because she s huge fan of this food). *food ke uh?*

11.i'm not good at cooking.but i alwys tried my best.(i just dont get the genes from my mum or even from my grandpa) my grandma also cant cook.she alwys made salty fried fish.(lg teruk :P)

12.i'm a water-phobic.
(no need further explanation)

13.the latest thing that i just experienced.sme ppl still thought that i'm a high schooler.
*awet mude ke?* recently 2-3 aunts asked me whn i was attending a kenduri at mak jang's hse.

14. a bad habit whch i still have till now when meeting ppl s ,"babe,blanje aku!"

15.i judge ppl from 1st impression.i know that this is not fair.but this s me.and i tend to observe ppl thoroughly from head to toe.(syai alwys caught me doing this).
sorry peeps!

ps: i tag syai,shamaz,lynn,rons,syaza and those who have free time to do this!

so many things...yet so little time :(

2008-08-25T00:38:00.002+08:00

when i was reading amin's blog,i found out that kim had just tagged him.
then i scroll over on kimmy's blog,kimmy did list me as a 'tag victim' too :P
sorry kimmy, my life s a bit miserable *sometimes even not* and made me realise what a bad blogger im a.
ps:im just gonna do the tag thing later whenever i am free and get myself sttle with evrything :P
promise you!

here is the best thing to pop out here.i just got the letter of confirmation of acceptance to the university few days ago which means i can get to settle my visa right away.
but then,it turned out to be the worst thing that i had least expected.the international scholarship which is awarded to me is being made as a rebate for the tuition fee which means the sponsor can get to PAY me even less *less by 2000pounds* and i am mad about that.
i tried to contact the admission tutor directly and tried to get the money not to be paid as the rebate for the tuition fee but then,it just ddnt work out the way it is supposed to be.
the best thing is to give up and hope that there will be something more worth it waiting for me in future.*and to follow my dad's way of thinking lately*

and there will be a kenduri which being held at my grandpa's place in kelantan.
am inviting those who live close with open arms :P

the beginning of a new chapter

2008-08-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

thanks to all friends

whom have been patiently supporting me.

whom have been countlessly hugging me.

this REALLY means a lot.

ps:nk kene sebut name ke?hihi.u know who guys are!!!

gossip girl malaysia ke?

2008-08-12T12:40:00.003+08:00

o m g!
aku ingat cite goda tu semate2 nk buat cite berlandaskan blog.
baru nk buat entri goda tu tiru gossip girl la kononnye dan baru nk memasukkan unsur2 yg kurang sihat.
tp,tatkala dalam keghairahan aku mencari2,ak terjumpa blog GODA.
wujud rupe blog tu.ni dah macam datin diaries.thumbs up to the ppl yg boleh pk nk wat cite.
eventho xtau mcm mane pon cite die,sbb br nk premier mlm ni.
kalau aku lyn pon sbb ade the petite,yet outspoken sazzy falak.

ps:dah dapat reminder that reslts is out on the 14th.
pss:lagilah takut nk check reslts ni ;0

a totally random post!

2008-08-01T22:19:00.002+08:00

it seems like it wud be only < 13 days for the freaking day to arrive soon.
it wud be so soon that im freakingly gaining weight drastically as
i found out that eating pleasures me for 2 reasons:

a-im teribbly worried about the soon-to-be released results in a span of < 13days.
b-i might not be able to consume any food after i receive the results on this 14th for 2 personal reasons that i might need to keep it a secret for now.

*urrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
(that's how i sound when im practically messed up)

and when i was about doing some house cleaning,
i found a biography of Tun Daim Zainuddin entitled,'Daim Yang Diam'.
frankly,i'm half way of finishing it and will do the review later.
indirectly,reading the biography made me learn about the history of Malaysia.
i can proudly say,no book can tell you about the history except the person himself.
that's the one benefitial thing i can do during this long break,i guess....

situasi yg menyebabkn aku menangis mula berubah bila umur mula meningkat

2008-07-21T13:23:00.002+08:00

setelah aku abes menonton cerita hindustan sbtu lepas bersama seisi keluarga
(kecuali mak yg memg xberminat dgn tv sjak die perasan die tua ni),ak perasan lapik kerusi tu dh jd tmpat lap air mata aku
smpai basah.sebab rumah aku xde couch,yg ade cume kerusi kayu ala2 jati yg mak bapak aku beli sbb tanak
anak2 diorg baring mase tgk tv,tp tetap xdpt mencapai impian diorg sbb menghasilkn anak2 yg genius mcm aku ni.
mule2 baring mmg la sakit badan,tp lpas tu ak pg kutip sume kusyen buat lapik kerusi,yg kemudiannye jd tmpat lap
air mate bile tgk cite2 hindustan yg sadis2.

~off story yg tu~

sebenanye ak nk cite,aku perasan aku menangis utk occasion yg berlainan bile umur aku berubah2.adekah sbb pengaruh hormon?
aku xtahu.

tp yg aku tahu,dulu mase kcik2 (dlm umur , 5 tahun)
aku menangis slalunye sbb gaduh dgn amirul atau ade org wt naye kt aku.
slalu la jgak kene sbb dlu kecik2 aku otai.
sepak org tu perkare biase.

bile dh besa skit,(skolah rendah la)
menangis sbb rs mak bapak aku xsyg aku.naif nye la mase tu.(mak bapak mane xsyg anak kot)
slalunye sbb mak aku xnk bli brg yg aku mntak.
juge sbb kehadiran adek yg ke-3 tuh,yg mase die kecik aku pnah rs nk bunuh je budak tuh.
tp skarang pon ade rase lg sket2.
dan slalunye bile aku bgaduh dgn org jgak.haha.
aku pnah kurung classmates aku dlm kelas sbb diorg tanak keluar frm cls tme rehat yg end up pntu tu kne pecah sbb pntu tu xde kunci.
skema abes aku tme tuh.

masuk sekolah menengah.
ak xingt pnah nnges ke tak.
kalo kate aku homesick,sorry la beb.sekali je ak nnges.lpas tu tros jd penconteng library berjaye yg kene denda susun buku kt library.
kdang2 aku rs hidup aku mlang msuk kt situ.tp xdela sgt pon,biase jeh.
tp yg best,yaya dgn ain abas jd pemetik bunge sbb terpedaya ckp2 aku.wahahaha.
sian diorg,kne gnti pokok bunge tu.
yg penting skrang diorg jd org yg bergune pd nusa dan bangse.fewwwittt!!!

lepas keluar skolah,aku menangis sbb janji2 cinta monyet.
yg nih memang bodoh.
tp bile ingt balik boleh gelak je lah.
mak aku mesti dh buang sgale bende yg tak berfaedah yg berkaitan dgn alam sebelum dewase tu.
kalo ade aku boleh kasi korang bace.
mgkin sebab aku bekas2 boyfren aku bjaye sekarang.
sorg doktor,sorg lg tengah ambik lesen bawak kapal terbang.
frust kot dlu sbb tu rajen blaja.
wahaha.

sekarang yg aku pasti,
aku rajin lyn cite2 jepun.
sekalung penghargaan kepade syaz.
kerana bnyk mase terluang ni,aku rotate2 mase lapang aku antare tgk tv atau tgk cite jepun yg
br siap di muat turun.
cerita kat tv tu memang la buat aku menangis.
sbb skarang ni aku lyn drama2 tanpa mengira bangsa.
akulah contoh masyarakat malaysia yg muhibbah.
berita pn aku layan dengan hebatnye skarang.
cerita menarik la katekn smpai berita terkini dgn warta terkini kt tv3 dgn rtm1 pon xsaba2 nk tunggu.

humm3 dh lari cite ni.
tp yg aku nk ckp snanye,
aku berderai air mate bile tgk cite hindustan skarang.
sangatlah tah pape.
sedangkn tgk cinta dgn beng aku x nnges
tgk kali kedua dgn syai pn lg aku xnnges.
pelik btol.
mungkin hormon aku sedang mmpengaruhi aku sbb faktor usia.
sekian.

minyak naik lagi

2008-06-05T09:31:00.002+08:00

dush!
gile la.
wthin 4 yrs,dah 2 kali kot minyak naik.
it was only rm 0.98 per litre 4 yrs ago.then the price being raised up to rm 1.92 2 yrs later.and today,the new rate is approximately rm 2.62.
somebody has to something.
kesian to those with low salary.
when i called my mum last night,she mentioned that even motor pon pergi isi minyak penuh.
since the price is going to be higher today.then i made a joke with her,'pegilah keluarkn the 3 cars and isi penuh2,haha!'
she told me ther's one fella bawak 2 tong besar isi minyak.
and amazingly last night,esso dkt sini yg tidak selalu mndapat smbutan penuh with the cars sampai giant beratur triple lines lgi.gilelah.when i was getting back from dinner at 9 oclock,all the cars were gone.
ingtkn ape.eventually, the minyak has sold out already.
hahaha..no wonder.
they must have reached the car keys and started the car engine after the new price being announced on buletin utama.huhu..
anyways malaysians,be patience. minyak mahal means less cars on road.
really?let's just see :)

this is the least i could do for now

2008-05-27T03:38:00.004+08:00

i was about to post the video here but then utube said it is no longer available.
sengal.
padahal the video is there.
sengal.
anyways,u can check out for the video here.
it is a really nice song.
here in my home!

ps:and to hope for a better future of this beloved country.
oleh itu marilah belajar :)
sekian terima kasih

unstable life

2008-05-23T04:51:00.005+08:00

sleep when u have time.
doesnt matter if it 9.00 pm or 8.00pm or whatsoever
wake up when u have regained enough energy to study.
it's not going be a deal for 2am or 3am.
just that this will end till june 20th.
so long and tiring.

life

2008-05-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

the clock just struck for 12am just now.
which means today is may 1st.
and shud be another 13 more day left for my alevel.
lol
i shud be worried now.
sriously worry :(
and this means that it is time for taking farewell pictures with the lecturers.
some of them nearly drop their tears esp Prof.
obviously,4C is the bestest class among all.lol
got to buck up for wht's left behind.
all the best to 4C clans.
u guys do rock :)

damn it all!

2008-04-20T12:28:00.002+08:00

i wish i could have mention those words to all the subjects.
and to uni decisions.
a lot of them have replied.
and some of them had applied for accomodation though.
and yet,this nurul amirah havent decide either it's gonna be birm or manchester.
she know that she has this one acute disease.
which turns out to be bad-decision-making.
ask her to decide a simple thing like to decide where to eat.
even if someone give her like forever,that doesnt mean that she could have wisely decide for even a single place.
but if someone ask for her suggestion,
she could do a lot btter.
all in all,suggesting and deciding are 2 real and different things.
which if they are to be applied in maths,
that would results to NO SOLUTION!
down~

simply malas!

2008-04-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

statistics 3 mock test tomorrow?
and guess what am I figuring in the mddle of the night instead of flipping the notes and the past yrs papers?yes,blogging la lol.

malas3 after a whole of no-compromising- tiring day.

also after i heard that;
tok is currently 'sick' back in kampung.
mak said her blood pressure went up till 240 whch for some cases,the individual might had stroke already.and it did goes down but only til 170(whch is still high)
and i received the news from amirul whch is definitely thousands miles away.
whch made me feel so terribly3 bad and i really want to go back and see how she's doing.
but then this exam thingy..arghhh.
tapi risau.what if???
hummm..*i need some enlightenment in everything*
i did call wan in kampung.he was like,"when will ur nxt holiday be?"
well i said that ther'll be no more holiday but i'll be free from end june onwrds.
but then,i knw wht he meant was that to have me back in kampung asap.
durhhh perasaan yang berbelah bagi.
somehow i felt like my tears was about to drop at that moment.
to hear that someone u care wasnt able to move like usual,esp if she's the one who hold u the most and support u when u as a kid and even now.
the one who wud give me 50cents back then when I wanted to go to kedai because I want to buy something whch is illegal in front of my mum's eye.
i really wnt to see her.
lets pray that she'll be doing fine.
amin..

al-fatihah

2008-04-02T18:54:00.003+08:00

this is evening we had a meeting with the people from the sponsor,Pn Arniza and Pn Ratina.
they were here kinda to brain-wash us to struggle harder so that we could get a much3 better results for the upcoming a-level and not to waste rm45,000 whch they had spent on us upon the preparation program before sending us to uk.
but then,the thing became quite *tersasar* as some of aled ppl hit those 2 ppl back with some sengal questions whch made the crowd burst out laughing.
finally,one story slipped out from Pn Ratina.last feb,1 of kpm scholar died from asthma after arwah arrived to NZ(if i m not mistaken he was from Auckland) only few days after he had arrived there.
Pn Ratina said,the moment the body of arwah arrived here,it was very sad.to receive a keranda written her name on it(as she was the 1 who was in-charge).
and just after i arrived Akasia,i called home to speak to mak. but then,adik said mak and abah went to pak jang's house.when i asked for the reason they went ther,adik said that pak jang had just left us this evening to Rahmatullah.2 shocking news in day.but then as for all,let's take it as Allah loves them more that us. it's just that,i still remeber meeting pak jang at one of our relatives house last semester holiday for kenduri kahwin. and that he cme to visit my dad when my dad wasnt able to move because he fell in the toilet last year.but then,he was the one who was able to meet Allah first than anyone of us.
to my cousins,(Mad,Syuhada and Syifa'),im hoping that they could be tougher than anyone of us to receive the news.
al-Fatihah.

terase sedap..

2008-03-29T23:50:00.009+08:00

haha..
baru saje habis berborak(or simply mention in English as chit-chatting) dengan si adik atau lebih dikenali dengan Amirul selama hampir 2 jam.isk2 itulah padahnya kalau si adik cume reti nk keep- in -touch dengan kakak pakai internet saje..rindu tu mesti ade.asyik bercerita dari kes btn(pasal pak cik cencaluk sebab 2orang pon pergi btn di tempat yg same),ambush aku pasal decision on university (dok merengek2 jgn la dok jauh2 sampai manchster nun), bagi tengok gmbar die pergi Malta dengan kawan karib,si Adam dan etc.part paling best dapat bikin si Amirul jealous sebab gulai ketam mak yang menjilat jari time dinner tadi (memang diakui oleh sepupu sepapat).tapi yang paling aku geram,lagi 2 orang kerdil yang ade kat rumah ni tak habis2 cerita pasal nasi ayam mak buat last week.tau la sedap kalau nasi ayam lagi2 ade air tangan mak tu,tapi tak payah la sampai nak bikin along ni xkeruan.*slurrppp*

waaaaaaaa...
kerja rumah subjek statistics ni mmg takkan abes.punyela ingat kalau Ms Pauline dah bagi 3 set S1,S2 dengan S3 yang satu set lagi ade 3-4 set ikut tahun dalam tu,die dah smpai abes sumber tak tau nak cari mane lagi soalan2 tahun lepas.rupe2nye ayat die tak seperti yang ku jangka,berbunyi," Do you want the new set today or next week?"
aku seperti biase,bersyukur sebab Tuhan bagi suara yang pling cepat jawab soalan die tatkala itu," NEXT WEEK!!" sebab dalam hati ni tak tahan dah dok tengok kerja stats tu byk2.biarla sedikit2 dulu.bak kate Qilah,'kite kayuh pelan2.' ayat tu kalau dengar time aku perlukan space atau orang yang faham BM,maksud die ruang,lega sikit perasaan.maklumlah kite ni tak boleh dok muat turun semua data dalam hard disk kite ni(otak) kalau jam,susah.
(Ms. Pauline,2008).

weeee~
jangan rase aku pelik sebab buat entri dalam BM.tapi macam best.blog sebagai media massa terbaru zaman sekarang.aku kan rakyat malaysia yang paling bergune~lalalala.
sebab dah bergune aku nak sambung buat statistics sampai mate lebam..

ps:minggu depan bola kedah lawan selangor. tengah berkira2 mau belajar malam ahad ke tengok bola kat stadium.
alevel lagi 40 hari.

selamat hari lahir ke 21 buat syaidatun noorhusna!!!

nice one~

2008-03-28T17:57:00.000+08:00

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first time of my life!

2008-03-03T18:55:00.002+08:00

today is totally horrible.
except for the evening when i can come out from the hall with a smiling face(sebab paper c3)
the morning was damn S**K
with all brain-sucking questions from P1 and FP2.
i've been never this nervous for any exams before.
though this is only trial.
i just dont know how i am going to face the real paper.
hope more exercises for real exams questions will help me later.
and driving back to cemara for lunch.
all of sudden ther s this one guy shouting the uncensored words to me.
it just complete the hecticness of my day.
it has spoilt my mood for lunch also.
thank god syai did something brilliant.
calming me to forget everything.
i was thinking the same thing also.
as back then,if anyone of us involved into trouble,syai would always b the spokesperson and
shamaz and i wud just relaxed till things were settled down.
yeayyy,3more days to go.
and that wud make another 6papers more..

sejuk.dingin.beku.

2008-03-01T09:49:00.001+08:00

the weather outside.
is making me feels asleep.
making my productivity levels low.
somehow i need to keep rolling
because i have one hectic week in front.
pray for me.

the shocking fact..

2008-02-23T13:33:00.003+08:00

tidak2!they are the three cutest siblings and the three of them are drummers.

see,that's why i adore the drummer soooo damn much.and the theory that drummers are the most good looking guys in any band really works.that's why they are the back ppl.maybe the other band members afraid that they might steal the limelight kot :p

(if only they offer free drum lessons).haha..

Rudy, Dino dan Andy - Tiga jiwa satu cinta
Oleh FERIDE HIKMET ATAK
TIGA beradik ini bercita-cita muncul di pentas yang sama untuk mempersembahkan kepakaran mereka bermain drum.
SEHATI sejiwa. Biasanya dua perkataan ini sangat sinonim bagi pasangan kekasih yang mempunyai banyak persamaan dan berkongsi minat dalam apa jua perkara yang mereka lakukan.
Tetapi lain bagi tiga adik beradik anak kepada pasangan Abdul Malik Abdul Rahmah dan Anne Malik ini.
Azlan Rudy atau Rudy, 30, Azril Dino (Dino), 28 dan Azwin Andy (Andy), 24 bukan saja senang dengan rock, tetapi juga berkongsi cinta yang sama.
Kepada alat muzik drum atau genderang, kecintaan mereka tertumpah.
Sebenarnya mereka sudah lama membina nama di persada seni tanah air malah ada diantara mereka sudah menunjukkan 'belang' tersendiri dalam dunia muzik berkenaan.
Walaupun mempunyai minat yang sama terhadap muzik drum, tidak terlintas pula di fikiran mereka untuk bergabung menjadi satu kumpulan.
Sebaliknya, masing-masing mempunyai band sendiri. Abang sulung daripada tiga beradik ini, Rudy, merupakan pemain drum bagi kumpulan popular, Pop Shuvit.
Dan Dino pula, jika anda mengingati pemenang pertama Blast Off musim pertama, Frequency Cannon, dia merupakan pemain drum bagi kumpulan tersebut.
Adik bongsu mereka pula, Andy baru sahaja muncul sebagai pemenang Juara Lagu ke-22 Januari lalu bersama kumpulan Estrange, dan dia juga memegang posisi pemain drum. Andy juga digelar antara 10 lelaki kacak oleh sebuah majalah fesyen tempatan.
Melihatkan gurau senda adik beradik kacukan Melayu dan Cina ini, timbul di benak fikiran apakah yang membuatkan mereka berkongsi minat yang sama? Atau mungkinkah juga bermain drum merupakan bakat yang diturunkan daripada generasi terdahulu mereka?
RM2,000 dan cinta pertama
Bermula dengan Rudy, dia mula jatuh cinta pada peralatan drum tatkala mengikuti rakan-rakannya ke studio jamming pada usia baru mencecah 16 tahun.
"Seronok rasanya bila pertama kali memegang kayu drum dan masa itu saya main sehingga puas walaupun tidak tahu cara bermain dengan betul.
"Bermula dari situ, hampir setiap hari saya mengunjungi studio itu untuk melatih diri bermain drum," ujar Rudy yang mula mengimbas kembali detik-detik pengenalannya bersama drum.
Hasratnya untuk memiliki sebuah drum sendiri pernah diajukan kepada kedua orang tuanya. Memandangkan ayahnya juga mempunyai kumpulan muzik sendiri, Rudy menganggap pasti ayahnya dapat menunaikan keinginan itu.
"Dua tahun keluar masuk studio akhirnya ayah saya belikan juga set drum itu. Selepas itu barulah adik-adik saya, Dino dan Andy menunjukkan minat mereka kepada alat muzik ini.
"Setiap hari kami main drum. Oleh sebab drum itu cuma ada satu dan kami pula bertiga. Jadi, kena bahagikan masa dengan bermain setiap dua jam seorang," katanya yang bakal mengikat tali pertunangan dengan wanita yang dicintainya pada akhir tahun ini.
Bagai menatang minyak yang penuh, set drum yang berharga RM2,000 itu dijaga dengan baik sekali kerana mereka tahu bukan mudah untuk mendapatkannya.
Tambahan pula orang tua mereka sanggup berhabis wang demi memenuhi hajat mereka bertiga.
"Sekarang, masing-masing mempunyai drum sendiri dan kos untuk sebuah set drum bernilai RM20,000 setiap satu. Jangan ingat drum itu ayah kami yang beli juga ya. Wang itu hasil titik peluh kami sendiri," jelas Rudy.
Ibarat cinta pertama yang tidak boleh kalis di ingatan, drum 'pertama' itu juga masih wujud dan boleh digunakan sehingga ke hari ini.
Meminati lagu-lagu rock daripada kumpulan Nirvana dan Greenday, adik-beradik ini mempunyai impian yang sama iaitu bermain drum atas satu pentas yang sama.
"Bagi kami memang ia suatu yang luar biasa untuk dilaksanakan. Tetapi siapa tahu, satu hari nanti ia menjadi kenyataan," jelas Rudy.
Rudy bersama ahli kumpulannya, Pop Shuvit baru saja pulang dari konsert jelajah di Manila dan Hong Kong bersama kumpulan terkenal antarabangsa, My Chemical Romance.
Dino, drum dan cerita lucu
Tidak seperti abangnya yang boleh belajar sendiri peralatan muzik drum, Dino pula terpaksa mengambil kelas muzik drum supaya dapat mencapai cita-citanya untuk menjadi pemuzik drum profesional.
"Saya perlu mengikuti kelas drum kerana tidak tahu belajar sendiri tetapi cuma setahun saja kerana kelas muzik sangat mahal.
"Selepas itu, barulah saya belajar sendiri untuk memahirkan diri," katanya sambil tersenyum menunjukkan album baru Frequency Cannon yang baru saja dipasarkan.
Ketika asyik berbual, ditanya pula mengenai memori yang tidak dapat dilupakan mengenai diri mereka. Jelas dilihat, Dino bertambah seronok apabila diminta bercerita mengenai pengalaman mereka bertiga sehingga tidak tahu cerita mana satu yang ingin didahulukan.
"Banyak sangat cerita lucu kami. Pernah sekali, ayah kami menambah beberapa drum kecil di rumah dan Andy merupakan antara yang suka mengetuk drum dengan kuat.
"Asyik melayan muzik yang dimainkan, tiba-tiba snare skin (drum getar) terkoyak dan Andy dipersalahkan. Padahal, benda itu memang hampir hancur dikerjakan kami," ujarnya berseloroh. Gara-gara itu, Andy merajuk kerana dia dipersalahkan.
Mereka bertiga juga sanggup tidak keluar rumah semata-mata ingin bermain peralatan muzik. Tanpa hiraukan makan minum sehinggakan pernah ayah mereka nekad mengunci pintu bilik muzik itu ketika mereka tiada di rumah.
"Selepas sekolah, biasanya kami akan berlari menuju ke bilik, tempat drum diletak. Oleh kerana masing-masing mempunyai kunci bilik itu, kami masuk tanpa pengetahuan ibu bapa kami dan mula main drum berganti-ganti.
"Kemudian bila mereka pulang, kami cepat-cepat keluar serta mengunci pintu semula dan berlagak seperti tidak ada apa-apa yang berlaku.
"Tetapi helah kami 'terkantoi' apabila terlupa untuk menutup kipas," kata Dino sambil menyatakan dirinya dan adik beradik yang lain tidak pernah mengabaikan pelajaran sungguhpun mereka minat dalam bidang muzik.
Ketiga-tiganya mempunyai ijazah sarjana muda, sekaligus membuktikan bahawa minat kepada muzik tidak pernah menjadikan mereka lalai terhadap perkara yang lebih utama - pelajaran.
Salah ke kacak? - Andy
Berbeza pula dengan Andy, jejaka ini pada awalnya ingin mencuba bermain gitar tetapi minatnya itu terhenti di pertengahan jalan dan beralih arah. Juga kepada muzik drum.
"Sama seperti Dino, minat kami semuanya bermula dari Rudy. Kami sentiasa jamming bersama untuk memperbaiki lagi skil dan belajar daripada kesilapan masing-masing.
"Tambahan pula, persamaan ke arah muzik drum membuatkan hubungan kami bertambah rapat dan saling memahami sesama sendiri," ujar Andy.
Bekas pengacara Hitz.Tv ini menambah, perjalanan hidupnya untuk menjadi orang seni bukannya mudah. Tetapi dengan mendapat sokongan daripada keluarganya membuatkan dia cekal menghadapi cabaran.
"Selalunya, Rudy dan Dino yang banyak memberi nasihat. Oleh kerana kami mempunyai banyak persamaan dalam bidang muzik drum, pelbagai idea dikeluarkan bersama untuk memperbaiki mutu muzik masing-masing," jelasnya sambil menambah, Dave Grohl (pemain drum Nirvana) sebagai salah satu inspirasinya dalam menghasilkan muzik baru.
Sibuk dengan persiapan album penuh kumpulannya, Extrange, timbul pula kata-kata kurang senang mengenai dirinya yang dikatakan popular tiba-tiba bukan kerana bakat.
Andy yang hari ini menjadi gilaan banyak gadis-gadis manis di luar sana dikatakan mencipta nama kerana rupa paras yang menarik sahaja.
Andy menjawab pertanyaan itu dengan persepsi tersendiri.
"Saya tidak kisah dengan apa orang kata. Saya lebih suka jika diri ini dikenali kerana bakat saya dalam muzik tetapi kalau orang suka dengan rupa saya, takkan saya nak menghalang?"
Graduan Sarjana Muda Perngurusan Perniagaan daripada HELP Institut kini mempunyai satu misi iaitu dia mahu berjaya seperti abangnya, Rudy yang semakin hampir ke peringkat antarabangsa.
"Kini saya dan ahli kumpulan Estrange sedang bekerja keras lebih 110 peratus untuk menyiapkan album dan memperkenalkan Estrange sehingga ke peringkat antarabangsa sama seperti abang saya, Rudy.
"Bukan setakat itu saja, saya inginkan kami bertiga dikenali sebagai adik beradik muzik drum berjaya satu hari nanti," luah jejaka ini dan mengakhiri katanya dengan meminta masyarakat tempatan supaya berbangga dengan hasil kerja muzik tempatan.

long distance relationship.ekeke

2008-02-16T20:32:00.003+08:00

first of all this entry has nothing to do with any guy,perrleasse.

(not that im not straight kan)

sedih mode please...

my girlfriend is going back to Nz for studies..*waaaa*

and life continues again without her for another year.(maybe more )

it's just amazing how i managed to srvive for the past 2yrs having her not by my side

except only during her summer hols and yet we're still bestfriends..

thank GOD,He gave me 'her'.

there's no regrets in life..(talking from experience)
He made something happened because He wanted to give the best to you.

and thank YOU,im sooo grateful that I have her.

friendship never ends ppl :)

picture of myself

2008-01-27T12:26:00.000+08:00

last few weeks i was a stalker to quite a number of blogs
*that's kinda one of my favourite doings esp when i dont exactly have other benefitial stuff to be done*
there's a guy(msian student)currently living in manchester,
i bet he's kinda obsessed with the place.
he did almost 3-4 entries in a single day and keeps displaying 3-4 pictures of the places around machester that he had been going in that day.
it is interesting, despite of *nk kene ambik gambar sepanjang mase di mana2 saje*
im soo not going to do that.

then,i found a blog which is belong to the producer of heroes.
his name?i cant remember.but he's simply claire bennet's(hayden panetiere) dad in the series.
he post an entry which dsplayed tim kring(which doesnt look like typical heroes creator) and that had turned to upset me very much.sob3.the caption whch came together with that picture was;tim kring taking a picture of himself every single day for the past 36-years.
and that has given me a brilliant idea.
so syaz has agreed to join me and we have started that new essential thing-to-do every single day 2days ago.haha.a fun thing to do and to look back when you're are turn 50 *i guess :) *

the 1st day look.haha

adios~

kim wants a longer post from me!!haha.and here it goes :)

2008-01-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

well since tomorrow is the thaipusam day,where the Indians gonna make their way to Batu Caves and indirectly bringing joy to the others as for those who are not celebrating,seriously la!gotta to sleep at least till 9.00am kan???tell me who doesnt like that?

urm last friday night was really a bad night of all.there's one friend of mine who suggested that we should try out for the new kopitiam at the Ole2.(name cant be mentioned to avoid any offence)
the place is not bad.kinda cool actually.with the antiques furniture.and the menu.sriously they managed to give a wonderful first impression.(the menu was hilarious and the sounded like this:mee sup-dijamin tiada msg!anda tidak perlu risau akan gugur rambut) and all of us were like kah kah!when it came to us picking out our drinks syaz and I decided on trying out the white coffee.well, creamier and tastier from other place that I've tried out before.and I am convinced that they put drugs into the drinks!kah kah(one of some stupid theory which came out from us)
BECAUSE..
syaz and I didnt get our sleep during that night.
so I end up watching all those all crap hindustan video clips from ema's lappy.
thank god by 2.00 pm somebody pointed out for us to watch Heroes of the SEcond season.
and I am positive addicted to West!!!!lol
the sweetest thing about him is that one sweet mole right above his lips.
typical sweet innocent boy.hahaha(macam BSB and N'Sync dulu kala)
and i've have finished watching the second season.(kalau boleh buat further mths satu malam,wouldnt it be very2 wonderful kan?i wish so.haha)

anyway,he and claire really made a perfect couple.

suddnly,i feel like i really miss the siblings at this moments..
the jokes,the fights!
and of course, mak's cooking.haha..
and the most,is amirul.btol la cakap orang.we will learn to appreciate someone whenever he/she is not around.

while i was exploring my computer just now,i found this picture.
the sweetest petites from the family.
the close cousins whom each of them doesnt inherit any similarities from their grandpa or their grandma.they got totally different dominant genes in their traits.not even malay looking.how lucky they are!!!

ps:longer post!at least :P
LANGKawi trip will be from feb 1st till the 3rd.anybody nk ikot?jom!

signing off ppl,

ahha!

2008-01-21T22:23:00.000+08:00

malas nk update!
cant wait for langkawi :P

new year resolution.

2008-01-03T07:53:00.000+08:00

tweet!
i'm still figuring either i have one.
i mean does everyone need to have A nw year resolution?*at least*
yerp,one is enough is guess.
(buat ape banyak2 takut tak sempat)
before that,im soooo sorry that i took quite a long time to proceed with this entry.
it has been almost a month.
i've been spending the 3-week-period back in kelantan.
and the holiday there is super awesome.
meeting old and new friend.
catching up bout things i missed.especially with ika and saeh.
and watching acik's house got burnt down.pity her.
berjalan2 all over kelantan with suji on the eid qurbani.instead of watching any pertumpahan darah.
went to hafiz's wed in terengganu before we came back to home.
and now to be home,
all i can say is that,i'm happy and pleased to be home.
and back to my new yr resolution,
all i want is to grad with flying colours for my A-levels.
and i hope that God will give me some guts to strenghten me towards the journey.
and i hope that i'll become stronger either mentally or physically.
and to stop myself thinking about the past and to look forward for upcoming things in the future.
tomorrow will be watching me going back to the hostel and being dedicated and brain-screwed because of the maths diseases.
talking about maths,there was one time when i went out with ika and a friend of her and we three were discussing about the the different fields that we three are studying.
how stressed,how hard life is going through either you are in medical school or you are doing pure mathematical study. i mean there are pros and cons for everything.
life is not so simple as back then in the high school.
to skip the classes,to pretend that you are sick and stay in the sickbay,skip praying jemaah at the surau. i'm soo missing those days.
anyways,here are the newly weds.
hafiz and his wife isma.

here is the merenjis punya video.

x0x0
till God knows when we will meet again~

im addicted to them!

2007-12-06T15:59:00.001+08:00

am currently finishing the 1st season.i know this is lame.
but,just now that i have the time.so,i' ll use them efficiently.

confessions from a driver of a 4yr period.

2007-12-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

for few guys to read the title,they must think that i'm trying to brag with my driving.
i know my driving skills was S***Ks,but it was back then.
these days,i watch myself improve aloooottt.(ecece)
to improve driving skills,you need to practice.
it is something u acquire,not something u inherit.
few of my girlfriends already have the driving license but they have zero guts to drive.
seriously,just give it a shot,driving is fun!

loves-->
i love driving on the highways.because it is fun-tastic to be on speed!and to apply the skills that i got from the virtual game in the real life.( need for speed rocks!)
i love to overtake.especially overtaking any old-slow- man/lady driving old cars. .the moment i passed their cars,i feel like i have won a car race. *wink2*
even though there is always warning on stopping for red light, but the moment i see the yellow light,i intend to speed more.so that i wont waste another few minutes waiting the green lights.
i know this is totally dangerous and i could get killed.and i hate yellow light because i need to decide exactly at the moment either to stop or to speed more.
driving is the perfect moment to motivate myself actually.i mean like,seeing the reckless drivers (to remind me not to drive recklessly as they do (hahaha), and doing any thinkings while driving ( doing assumptions from the moving cars and apply them into our life) and aiming to own of the luxury cars one day ( to be a gorgeous and wealthy datin one day.lol)

hates-->
i hate it when i got stuck in any traffic congestion.especially when driving a manual car.the moment i reach home,i would always want to have a long relax and sleep.it s exhausting.
i hate it when there is any expensive cars in front of my car on the road.to imagine that i might bump into any bmw@mercedes@mini,waaa i couldn't imagine that actually.

too much hates dont really help actually.because driving is fun.help to ease the tensions especially during exam seasons.seriously!

ps:spice girls are gorgeous kan?even though they are not getting any younger?(xde kaitan lgsung dgn entry ni)

updating,at least kan..haha

2007-12-03T15:58:00.000+08:00

for the past 2days,
i've been sitting in front of the computer,
been moving only to the kitchen (to masak!)
or doing the laundry or sending my brother to the tuition centre.
my life is undefined( lame for using maths term)
haha
anyway,i'm updating because kimmy, the birthday girl asked me too.
to pleased her on her birth day (even tough it is belated already).

anybody heard about the 3 armies who died during the rehearsal for LIMA?
pity them because the wind turned out to be strong during the rehearsal and blew them away from the zone where they were supposed to land.
i know that they must had many practices prior jumping with the parachutes but then the weather todays are unpredictable.
and the place is surrounded by the ocean.
at least appropriate precautions need to be taken.
but i heard that they wont cancel the show. even though few innocent lives had been sacrificed.
kesian kan..
pray to GOD that the rest of the jumpers will be safe.
and may GOD bless the late of the 3armies.
click here for more info on the incident.

owh yes,i did went out with qilah yesterday.
on the very first,we planned to catch a movie.
but it turned out to be very disappointed.
lol,the cinema got only 2 theaters and the movie they had was only nana tanjung.
don't expect me to spend my money on the so-whatever story.
in order to cheer us up,we went to taste the new mCd mcflurry.(this new version got cornetto in it)
kinda tasty,creamy and enough to say,good to taste it.haha.
i know that i took ages to try out the new flavor,but at least i did try it out rite?

and i know this is much2 pathetic,
but accept this fact.
i haven't been to The Gardens yet!and I'm dying to go there.
so i've decided that i'll be having my shopping spree there as soon as i get back.
and i cant wait for that.for anyone to join me,just let me know.
and i know there is no useful fact in this entry,but i thank you all for reading.

and,to ayu,i love this commercial this .
i've decided that i'll be waiting for my TAN HONG MING
it's just the matter of sooner or later.

always-by saliva

2007-11-21T16:30:00.001+08:00

(the title was taken from a song)-since i had no idea to put a right title for it :P

something fun happened yesterday.
not that haha fun.
it's the evil fun :P
lol
i've been 'tumpanging' somebody's hotspot line(one of the neighbours i guess)
whom the owner here has been claimed as KAMA.
this is super fun.
the network might not be as fast as streamyx but then it s much faster compared to akasia wifi.
unfortunately,bad things never stay longer.
and the owner has signed off his account and i end up typing this entry in the notepad and to be transfered later.
things always goes around.
haaa..bosan gile!

considering today is the 5th day of my sem break,ppl might thought that im currently enjoying this long stay at home.
perharps because i always whining to go home during the exam week.
lol dont think i dont get homesick.
in fact,i tend to get homesick than other friends especially when i got tensed.
ah-ha.
but then when u stay for quite long at home,things will change and they'll be routines,i mean ther s no more fun since u keep doing the same things every day rite?
wake up by 9am every mrning,makan2,go out with mak(today we checked out new carpet to be put by the entrance of dapur),because i took the one whch has being put ther to akasia.i just need it to study (see,i used things wisely!).

while i was in the toilet this morning,amirul called.he did asked me bout the uni thingy.either i have decided my choice.he persuaded me to go to ucl but i havent decided yet.some ppl know that i hate it when i have to make any decision.if only i could hire some ppl to make all the decisions i need in life,things must be fun i guess.
but then the challenges that help us to cope with life.it s not that bad :P
owh and amirul was like,'dont tell me u r opting for manchester?'
my answer was,"it 's no harm kan?besides they are offering me 2000pounds per yr and it will go up to 4000 if i do well in the upcoming alevels.'(materialistic woman)
and he was like,'ok2!decide urself!' (listening to that amount of money)
lol.

and i had received the accomodation booklet from the 3 unis.
well,warwick and cambridge are far away to reach(susah gile weyh)
those 3 unis,they are like impatient to get the money from the sponsor.
rileks la weyh.
but ive been only gone through manchester's accom book.
bosan gile tengok envelopes.
and sometimes i did pray,no more letters to gone through today please whenever the postman delivers the letter to the house.(pemalas gile ni)
yesterday,amirul IMed me.mentioning how he missed home soo much.he's been gone like 2months only and got homesick pretty bad.i cant imagine when i have to go through this next yr(insyaallah).
just pray that things will get better for me.
if i really got that 2000pounds every yr,definitely i'll use the money to go home each year.(well plus partimer pnye salary,bolehla berjoli2 kt malaysia)
here are some pics from amirul's departure night.eventhough this is kinda tooooo late,tak kisahla kan :)

mak(crying mode),aisyah(having fun being ther),amirul(over excited to board,xsaba nk tgk london he said)

everyone seemed serious(here are tok and wan)
coming over from kelantan with morning flight to send amirul

part of yatim clans(the rest cant make it)

this picture was taken at a different occasion.this was kyuem's award night.witnessing amirul as the award receiver for the best student in the art stream.
thats all.
another entry will come sooner.
i promise.

ps:kim how's kinabalu?
bet u had ur best moments ther!!

it s a yr end hols.can u believe it?time flies

2007-11-19T09:33:00.000+08:00

this playground shud have a make over!
anyone who doesnt agree,u may raise ur stink foots up.lol.
nearest post will up soon.
i promise.

home sweet home

2007-11-01T13:36:00.000+08:00

being home is the best thing for everyone.
maybe not for everyone tough.
and i thought being home would minimise the gap that ive been creating between me and my books since the final exam is around the corner
but
i found out that logging in for internet is the best thing to do instead of studying...
so instead of doing the oh-so-boring reading,
i rather checking my ucas status- because now that i already have 3 conditional offers from the unis and hoping that i'll get all the 5 choices.lol (that feeling is some kind hard to explain) am i exaggerating?
i rather blogging-yes definitely
i rather logging in for youtube- to watch missed episodes on KAMI
i rather watching TV.

i know that this would kill me in the end of the day (usually when i notice that i havent cover anything on what i am supposed to),but pampering yourself occasionally + get yourself dine when ur mum calls for u are much worth it than staring blankly at the books.

wake up mira!!!!!

ps:ucl,birm,manchester-->amin, u'll have to help me to make up my mind!!u did promise me rght?

not too late i hope..

2007-10-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

eventhough he has been up there for few days,
i hope that it s not too late to wish all the best to him..
i've been following the live broadcasting btween him and the ministers on tv these few days,
and he seemed so excited to be up there.
we will never know how the feeling is exactly until we, on our own to face the experience.
all the best to msia's 1st astronaut and to others coming in the future.
this is the best present ever for the country * i guess :P*
lets pray that he'll be home safely..

raya is one of the times when u would appreciate ur parents..

2007-10-11T00:46:00.000+08:00

selamat hari raya
maaf zahir batin.
bersyukur kerana kita masih punya ibu bapa
yg sygkn kita.

2007-10-08T13:22:00.000+08:00

i've picked up my baby back from the store!!my mp3 which i sent for repaired in the last 3months is finally here again to serve his master.haha.lol

i dont know why the kedai took about 3mnths to get that thing fixed (they said the thing need to be sent to singapore bcause they cant fix it here),but then,just at the bottom on the back cover;

MADE IN MALAYSIA.

well,CREATIVE knows more than i do.ask them if it really origins from this country.

whatever it is,i have one good news here.

the mp3 tht i just got back isnt really mine.

they actually replaced the old one,with another brand new mp3.

lol im soooooo pleaseed for the honoured.haha..

tell me who dont?i mean when u send things to be fixed and it is still under warranty,u expect that u'll be getting the old one and functioning right.but maybe they feel generous to give me a brand new one,or maybe,my old mp3 just cant be save anymore..maybe im just a bad user.

urmm, still that good feeling is very high despite i've just been through a row of bad days..(further maths test which almost killed me and frightened me about my uni choices etc)

last words before i end this entry,

a happy hari raya to all :P

ps:amirul appeared on tv3 yesterday,thru singgah sahur.damn tv3 went to london to shoot that program.i envy him!!!we'll have to get them to us nx yr plak.

singgah sahur dont go to nz or oz eyh?kesian..haha

tood~

survival of the fittest~

2007-10-01T13:50:00.000+08:00

thnk god i had managed to buy my raya tcket this morning.
despite that im going back with bas tmbahan, im still hoping that my journey will end well.
not that i dnt want to go back with ayahsu on the night of 12th,but then i cannot miss celebrating my birthday with my family.lol
i dont want to spend the eid eve being stuck in the traffic and celebrating my birthday on the same day in highways.never ever!
my mum was quite worried when i said that i bought the tcket.but still,i managed to persuade her that everthing is just gonna be fine.
other thing is, if i get home late for raya,ther will be no more shopping!!
lol this cannot be happening.
i need to prepare more for raya..

i am feeling exhausted these few days..
i dont know.
mby bcause what i see was only numbers.
lol
im having number disorder.
and i think numbers had affect my eyesight.
sometimes when i enter class early in the morning,my view kind blur.
i think i need to figure what exactly has happened.
i dnt want to wear specs.
even during this moment,when i look at the monitor,
i feel a bit dizzy.

owh yeah,to the bestest fellas on mine,
regardless of what u guys consider myself as,
im sending u guys kad raya.
but.. im trying my best to go to the post office.
trying my best.
hope that they will reach u guys in time.
salam raya..
ps: i got a ride from ms aida today to college.lol she s soooo nice.*bodek*

2nd yr of alevel or 2nd yr in the uni???

2007-09-24T20:51:00.000+08:00

just had a chat with elle
nothing much just that having a girl's talk.
to catch what i'd have left behind.
bla3
and she's doing the same major with me.
maths in vic uni of wellington.
yup doing maths.
and the most surprised part.
guess what?
to my classmates,get urself calm down first before u guys freak out or whatever,
because the thing is,
what we're learning in further mths todays are what they are learning over there in their second year.
ok i now,u guys still freak out!
dh pesan awal2 jgn.degil jugak :P
urm,the polar thingy+ diff eqn + series and sequences + hyperbolic fns..
yerp all that things which have been our bestest friend eversince the third sem..
but somehow,advance learning is no harm i guess
i hope that i could save up a lot if my time in the future since i already have the basics from this level.
Ps:nikwanie has just created her blog.give it a look.
www.nikwanie.blogspot.com :P
give support to the amatuer.haha..

kemalasan is around

2007-09-21T16:13:00.000+08:00

for the past whole week,i've had flu,fever,cough n etc.
cukup lengkap la kate org.
and my mind wasnt really inside the class either.
for the whole week,when the clock ticked to 1pm,i was damn miserable.
yeah of course to decide either to stay or to go back and have a quiet and peaceful nap.
*my definition of nap is when i sleep for almost 2hrs in the evening,sooo not good for everyone,except for me*
so i skipped english class with a reason on tues.
but the results of not turning for agame class,was intentionally ponteng kelas.lol
i dont know.i'm kinda person who is not able to concentrate when i'm not feeling well.
so it s btter for not going instead of going and ur desk got to b knocked by ustaz because u felt asleep in his lesson..haha (talking from experience).
by this time amirul is enjoying his so-called glamorous and rich lifestyle in london.
damn,i wish it was me who go ther 1st.but nevermind.
ther's still nx yr.
and amin!u shocked me.yet,pity u for not getting to fly together with the rest who are going to sheffield tonite,but then,please, ther are more sad stuffs to be mentioned.anyway,have a good care with ur ears and i'll pray that u'll have a safe operation and u got to fly off asap babe :P
owh yeah,talking bout the options for the uni,i still havent decide the other 3 to apply.
i dont know,it's hard when u have to choose from like 30+ unis because all of them seem to promise a btter future for you kan.seems jelah,not proven yet.
the proves will come later when u r over ther.lol
and during the last englisg class on last thurs,mdm sarah kinda sad.
with tears pouring down,of course all of us kinda touched. at 1st i still cant figure out the main reason why she was crying,but seeing her today taking picture with other class happily,the thing cross my mind in a flash.
haha,i know she loves us more than the other class..so cheer up ppl.and all the best for ur ielts.
because afterwards more upcoming tests from other subject will attack us b4 we go off for our raya break..
think dat i'll have to sign off.
tood~

after 2days in ramadhan..

2007-09-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

haha lemme told you guys bout the most interesting facts that happened to me within these 2days..
yesterday,which was the 1st day of puasa..
i felt into longkang whch is exactly in front of the girls' surau.
sudah malu,i straight went into to toilet to check out on my injuries..thnk god it was ok.
then today, pura noticed that there s a lebam on my knee and asking what happened to it.
them i told the girls that i felt into longkang ystrday and guess what i got??
big laugh instead of sympathise.
not that i was begging for ppl to feel pity bout that but then, when i thnk bout that thing again, now that i remember y my mum always nagg bout me being so clumsy..
and this is not the 1st time for me to step into a drain unpleasantly.
my 1st time was during the school time and it was in front of the school dining hall.
but i know that being a nurul amirah is always bout being lucky..and i still survive until today.
alhamdulillah..
urmm..let me recall..
i always left stuffs behind whenever i travel to any place.
i always drop my drinks whenever i pour them into the glasses
i always make silly mistakes whch i cant afford esp in exams that involve calculating.
and the lists go bla bla bla..
anyway,i found this interesting test..so guys go and give this a try.
kinda sad that i dont get my charming optimus prime and instead i got bumblebee.
but,he's still an autobots.so roar out ppl :p

I AM 81% BUMBLEBEE

Take the Transformers Quiz

I AM
81%
BUMBLEBEE Take the Transformers Quiz

81% Bumblebee

mencuri mase..

2007-09-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

well it has been quite sometimes since my last post.
not that i dont have time,but ther are more things that turned up to b more important to me;
instead of blogging.
ppl must think that my life is pathetic and even myself thinks so,
but it wasnt that bad actually..
haha
so whatever..
last week i had my IELTS speaking test with ms eti.
i thought that the thing cud b the worst speaking i've ever done in my whole life.
conversely in the end of the session,she commented that my ideas were brilliant and she liked them very much..haha *owh well,dont tell me ppl get fascinated when i talked*
and
we did went to merdeka celeb at merdeka square on the merdeka day.
that's the day when i found out that,i'm quite patriotic actually.
i bet it is no offense for u to love ur country.plus that our country is reaching 50yrs old guys.
and i was so proud knowing that
our country has its own made of air forces
cool isnt?
yerp that s enough to show that our country has grown up.
well,i guess i need to move on with my further mths exercises.
they are seriously killing me
even more if i dont work them..
*sigh*
life is about hardships.
hardships nonetheless will help you survive in the future.

shamaz i'm fulfilling the tag thingy::

2007-08-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

i've been tagged to say a random list of 8things bout me,which u guys might wna know.
i purposedly change the font size for might to the smallest mby because some ppl might not interested in getting to know me as i might have nothing to do with their life~lol did i sound like a loser?
let's just continue wth the list :P

1. i am very unpredictable.sometimes u guys might think that i'm going to end up with well with one thing, but then ther's no doubt that i might going to be a spoiler and nothing will end up well.
2. i'm not a perfectionist and for me,i do my job for the sake of finishing it,and not to to an extent that the thing will look good on other ppl's eyes.*thats y i'm not doing architecture*
3.i have an over-thinking syndrome. i tend to think on the pros and cons of a thing before deciding what's the best for me and that's a bad habit.
4.i hate things which deal with language,mby because my brain doesnt really work with it.
5.i always want to vote this one fella out of my life,for good, if this would only make my life better.these likes and hates,are so difficult to turn off!
6. i hardly scold ppl. but do watch out when i burst.but it happens once in 50yrs,i guess :P
7. i have a crush with a boy,but it wasnt so recent.i named him as bobo. *quite a daring confession!*
8. my biggest ambition is that,i wna be a politician.please,dont laugh!i know this s quite impossible but who knows.my nenek sedara is a politician and perhaps one day i'll be replacing her.*wiiiink3*

ps:i tag everyone who read this entry.fair and square :P

in feelings to refresh the memories of the good old days.enjoy the song folks.

From Crackle: Oasis - Wonderwall [Live '96]

please i beg to stop killing me!

2007-08-13T15:21:00.000+08:00

i hate ysterday and today..
too many downs whch i cnt take it!
had my car broke down and i was alone,tried to call for
back ups but none turned out xcept icam..
i still lost my eyeliner and cannot find it..
had to make a clearance report on annual dinner..
cant even figure out who are my true friends?
been asking for a favour and had been rejected for my request!

sh*T!!!life is tough and i wna kill ppl!
i need victimS!
and i got 3tests on this week!
if i ever got nervous breakdown,bear in mind i would hunt those who turned me into that condition and i promise that wud happen!

enjoy your life to ppl who are glad that they can kill me!
ps:neway thnks lyn..

7hours to annual dinner

2007-08-11T12:57:00.000+08:00

no idea what to type in..
no idea what to do..
errrrr...
finally the final day for the annual dinner is here..
and i'm glad after this ther will be no more 'burden'
*sigh*
bosan3!!
humm i went to stf,sdar and star 50yrs nite las thurs..kinda super awesome..
imagine yourself,it's a lifetime occasion wher the x-students from those 3 schools are gathered..
evntho it started with a lot of unxpected things to come out *no cars to drive us all the way to ptrajaya by 6pm and we were waiting in front of akasia with make-up fACE*
yep,transport became a problem at that tme.and we called other ppl for back-up but none gave +ve reply..
the last solution is maksu..i'm glad maksu always offer the best solution in terms of trnsport whenever things like this happen..so the journey began;with those ugly persians, moving out butts,being stared by ppl all the way from shah alam to serdang..
pity ayong coz she was fasting on that day..event whch came once a lifetime made her breakfasting on the train..nvm,as malay proverb goes,'alah bise tegal biase'.
as soon as we arrived to serdang,i went back to maksu's place asap n it was 815 pm at that time.
spposedly,8++ we shud have been ther waiting for the arrivals of VIP but instead,it s us who turned out to be the VViP..and it's alwys like that..*wink2*
so,the xct time we reached ther s 900pm.and we did arrive wth these 2 exSDaRians.
one of the pak cik seemed to b very xcited when he knw that 6 of us are stfians..*dah tue2 pon gatal lgi*
sesampainya di sane,datuk najib was giving hs speech and to mention that he is proud wth the graduates frm the 3schools since it was his dad who founded the 3schools actually,and that the schools are at the same age as our beloved country,MALAYSIA!
OUH,the most important things,we the latecomers,got to sit on the table no 1.see,i've told you guys,how VViP i am o-0

so bla3..makan2,ambik gmbar,meeting with teachers,SKs,artists and ministers..
*more pictures have been uploaded to my friendster profile,so to check evry thing out,just log in ther*and last but not that least..
ps:goodies bags are sponsored by time,celcom and girafe.
the events is partially sponsored by CIMB.*membodek sponsors*

u can make a lot of $$$$ in mathematics..

2007-07-26T01:05:00.000+08:00

ouh did i forget to tell u guys that i went for a talk by a mathematician who is also a consultant for khazanah nasional last week during the ICS week?*no surprise coz i 'love' attending talks*
what a bluff*excuse me ppl*
note that HE is a MIT grad!fuyyooo(lifetime dream college)
in a part of his talk he did mention about how he is making money since graduating from pure mths from his cllege..o m g!*supposed that i went to ask his cntact no and asked fo vacancy from him in another 3yrs ke,apelah!!*
leave that HE with his money behind,let's move on to my life in the 3rd sem..

o m g!never even wondered that learning further maths is such a **** (i'm not cursing here)
homework+exercises???worse than hell i bet..
for the 2 weeks of knowing and carrying my modul of FP1(dgn muke yg berlagak),we're already half way of it!so i decided to work on them this weekends..my hormone just dont rush down for the time being..referring back to one of ausmat16 proverb ; chilling sudey!

i'd cnsider myself as lucky today..we nearly involved in a accident!
stwpid driver.snce he's driving the coaster,did he think that he could merempit with the thing??
fortunately he managed to avoid the front car.but.still it's his fault not the car..*sob3..if i was admitted to the hospital,tonight must be damn boring that i'd even consider to cabut lari from hospital la kot!*
and just now in front of the kfc,there's one guy,driving the sekolah memandu car,hentam one car in the parking lot..it would be no crime for him to reverse a bit from driving straight forward.malaysians are lack in terms of driving awareness la!
call us a nation of 50yrs merdeka,but there's nothing that we can be proud of with these attitude..
change please malaysians!

when it's raining outside..

2007-07-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

to be frank,there's nothing which i'd like to talk 'bout now.
just done with the 'jualan thingy' at the maths and science carnival.
which kem with all of sudden decided to sell the very pura and I own spaghetti recipe..guess what?huh,even prof did ask the so-called-hostel made recipe from us..*uhuh,and with the so-humble-face,i told her,'it s an usual thing that ppl uses to make it,nothing much' *.
done with the spaghetti and the profit that we got is nearly rm200(no offence aite amin. if u just dont get what i mean,lemme bring you to recall on what happened on the maths and science carnival last yr *wink2* )
the inspeg ppl said,sangat looking forward to work with aled clan..haha..*nothing much to said on this*

so up next is,the bina insan with ALM peep!ppl i bet things gonna be so0 dull.
with all the nerdies and ppl-who-thinks-they-are-hot-but-they are-not!(haha,what a long ....)so whatever,the follow up on this will be on nx week.i'll keep u guys updated just as i arrived here on sunday.

owh,yeah..done with the deposite for the annual dinner.
which means,im done half way thru it!
and i'm looking forward *ehem2*

a week back in college!

2007-07-13T17:07:00.000+08:00

o m g!it's been a week since the new sem began..and i'm totally exhausted man!imagine la,floating class(which means a lot of travelling from 1st to 3rd floor then go to 2 floor and go back to 3rd floor and bla3),squeezing to get yourself into the bus( stewpid sponsors sending a lot of juniors here for ur own sake! and proven how miser u guys are),stewpid ALM cafe for those rm3.50 for my lunch(one drumstick and few wedges that shud be rm2.50 only lol) and etc(i bet those who have been living here know how to list down on your own all those stuff whch are demm stupid since back then till now)

owh the next big thing is going to be happened! the aled3 annual dinner aka their graduation night is coming right away this august.glad things are going on very well till now(but who knows what will happen later)..please notice that all those *unwanted attitudes* whch come from a few ppl and directly would affect the rest..urghhh whatever!just pray that things will go on smoothly till the end.

next week there s kem bina insan!i'm thnking of skipping the thing.but what would i do then when i'll be left here all alone?another example of stewpid things which happen here..am i typing all the stupid nonsense here?i'm sorry..see,i've told you guys,a week back in school has already tiring me..pray that i'd get myself thru another year here in peace!

how to make a ME?

2007-07-03T15:59:00.000+08:00

just dont burst out loud ur laugh!

How to make a miraneq

Ingredients:

1 part intelligence

1 part humour

1 part beauty

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lustfulness

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

i wasnt making it on my own!the ingredients seem a bit soo-not-me?
*haha,i've just admit that*
yet,i dont know which particulars exactly do not belong to me?
*am i getting u guys a bit or demm twisted?*
but i feel that those 3 things,are with me?lol

ps:admitting what syai always hammered into us(the three girls)
back then,in our so-called sealed room..

i'm soo gna get myself a pair of slipa jepun!
demm,that no-name-stranger who disappeared with my beloved slipa
u gna have my curses wth you till you die!

signing off~toodle

i rambles when there s no one ym-ing me!

2007-06-29T23:12:00.000+08:00

::stage zero::
when no one talks with me,i'd always end up being a psycho in the midnight..*urghhhh!!!*
everyone is upstairs!(durh,being in bed.what else??)even amirul!so it's totally no-one-is-talking- to-me except the TV and the keyboard sound of me typing!so i start doing something which i wudn't even know what would that be?how can that be?*wink wink*

::stage one::
log on myself on d friendster->open my bro's page->have to admit this:i hate seeing pictures of during the graduation's day!remind me to the girls and amazing friends during the school days and ausmat time !dont you guys get it;graduation day means as farewell among us?*even tho i'm not involve wth any graduation days in the nearest time,still those pics made my tears nearly drop!* that s nearly ok,not really!

::next stage::
thank god!ejat s online..talked to her bout our upcoming meeting this wednesday!demm,gta to meet the girls after sooo many yrs(which i dont remember)..there s a lot to catch up!ess s online!*which it means more ppl who can speak about NOTHING with me* and d list is getting shorter now since we're losing amin s the permanent speaker!(durh why it has to be this soon?) mummy's saying:that's d norm!eventho it's pathetic,everyone has to deal with it when it comes to saying good bye :-<

::the other stage::
to all my buddies scatter around d world,i shall not forget d moments that cherish us together :P
am missing you guys!!!

::final stage::
am sleepy!hence,it marks d end of my ramblings guys!*urghhh finally!!!*

ps:when u try to get rid of someone,u try so hard.as much as u can,but in d end,that someone still haunts u(which i mean not in terms of d creepy way la) eg:that someone appears in your dream etc.does that mean u have any chemistry or it has to do wth anything else??

over it!

2007-06-27T10:42:00.000+08:00

she s demm hot and kinda humble,dont u guys think so?
kinda like her latest single ;p

Katharine McPhee Over It

Music Videos And Lyrics On Demand

here s the lyrics,have fun :-)

OVER IT!
I'm over your lies
And I'm over your games
I'm over you asking me
When you know I'm not okay
You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you be tellin' me
I know you're not alone

Oh and that's why your eyes
I'm over it
Your smile
I'm over it
Realized
I'm over it, I'm over it
I'm over

(Chorus)
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over
(I'm so over it)
Movin' on and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it

I'm over your hands
And I'm over your mouth
Trying to drag me down and fill me with self doubt

Oh and that's why your world
I'm over it
So sure
I'm over it
I'm not your girl
I'm over it, I'm over it
I'm over

(Chorus)
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over
(I'm so over it)
Moving on and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
So over it
I'm so over it

(Bridge)
(Oh) Don't call, Don't come by
Ain't no use don't ask me why
You'll never change
There'll be no more crying in the rain
No, Oh oh
I'm over it

(Chorus)
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, Read my lips
‘Because I'm so over
(I'm so over it)
Movin' on and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
So over it
I'm so over it
I'm over it
Wanting you to be wanting me,
No that ain't no way to be,
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over
(I'm so over it)
Movin' on and it's my time
you never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
So over it

uhuh today is june 25th ppl!

2007-06-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

ppl i have less than two weeks to go back to d college!call me crazy and etc but am seriously really eager to go back for the lectures!!yeah let's rock the college again :P

talking bout 'rocking the world' congratulations to amirul for being awarded as best student for arts!way to go boy :P *harusla envy eventho my own brother kan?competition is good for health rite?*there s an article bout him on the nst dated june 24th,but i cant find anywhere on the net*coz they are making it short*so,i decided to put up this pic;

just finished downloading maroon5 latest album..say me maniac or psycho, i dont even care!of course i did download the whole album because i heard one of the latest singles
played on tv just now*bukan makes me wonders,other song*..see ALLAH created me as a woman on one reason,sensitive! lol..in terms of song la..(someone labelled my as unpredictable)..life is simply plain without music,agree?and my maths wont be finished without music..(that's why syai always wondered back in ausmat time that the earphones would stick to my ears everytime i studied and she kept complaining that she couldn't study with noise)*wink wink*

the best part, my mum and i are going to survey boutiques all around alor setar tomorrow to get our 'baju raye' done! kinda late for this yr,coz usually by this time each yr, we would have our 'baju raye' done already :P yes,the family wouldn't be complete since amirul wudnt b around for this yr..syai 's right, i guess!as we grow older,ppl around us wud be lesser ..not that they dont please with us,it's just that everyone is having their own life and ambition to chase..

ps:am eager to go back and meet elle,ijat and movie marathon-ing with sapura!

langkawi,june 07!part 2

2007-06-21T09:50:00.000+08:00

on the second day of the trip,we decided to go for ISLAND HOPPING!too much excitement of course*haha 1st time meh*so a pickup van came at 930am and brought us to the bay..
so snap here and there;
->lynn and i( being eagered with the environment and also being the 1st timer)..
that was before we went to the 1st island which was to TASEK DAYANG BUNTING..

on the way to dayang bunting :P

note:i'm kinda seasick person so both of them were very afraid that i wud throw out in the boat..during every 30sec,the same question which came out from them was;neq are u ok?pening ke?haha.lol

still here we were;

which i called as the sacred of pregnant maiden lake!(because the island when u observed from an angle,u can see a pregnant lady lies above the sky*supertitious thingy la* )
both of them were enjoying the mandi manda but i wasnt in the mood to jump into that lake..so basahkan kaki jela ..not even a single temptation!but you guys gta believe in me!the place s amazing++
on the way there,faz kept telling that keli there*i wasnt sure what s the scientific name for it*
doesnt bite u!menarik right?most ppl come there for healing purpose*which i am not sure either that is scientifically proven*but here is the proof!

cool aint?the keli doesnt even bite faz's toes and he was acting cool.eventho lynn and i were like,"hey tak sakitka?"and i still remember one mak cik having fun watching faz and his everdearest keliS..*plus that makcik siap gelak2*

then the next thing- to- do was eagle feeding,it was on the other side of the island!but seriously man,once u see how big the eagle is,u wud pray that u'll leave the place A.S.A.P!
very big man!*i did even have a thought,please dont come here fellas,dont eat me*hoho
yet it is still enjoyable!here are the PEMANGSA!(sorry they dont seem that BIG in here)..

then,mandi2 session at pantai beras basah and headed back to the main island!and that ends langkawi 07 trip!
ps:looking forward for langkawi 08 trip with syai and still open for those who want to join us!
the more the merrier :P

pss:on the way back,the ocean turned out to be very wild!got water splashed on the glasses and the ferry was like goyang2 and waiting to sink but thank god it didn't!i still don't know how lynn and faz managed to sleep till we reached KUALA KEDAH while i was very worried about the big wave!still that wudnt stop me from going there for the next trip which i'm very looking forward into!

quoting from maria tunku sabri(07),'jom jalan-jalan,segalanya ada di sini!' lol..

xoxo
miraneq

langkawi,june 07!part 1

2007-06-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

last rainy friday,everything s so impulsive.i had a chat wth faz and we were dscussing bout the trip to langkawi since lynn s back in msia till sept.we didnt actually plan the exact time to go since faz s packed with his schedule.so everything has to depend on him.unexpectedly,i received a call from lynn on that night;

lynn:neq,we bought tickets to kedah on this sat.
me:huh?so cepat gile.so u guys will be here on sun morning?
lynn:yup,y?
me:cool,cant wait to meet u and langkawi also

so,they arrived here at 8++ am on sun morning but mak s like had to bath and all,so went to pick them at 9am..after the breakfast and all,mak sent us to kuala kedah by 9++am and we took the ferry to langkawi at 1030am..

->us,on the way!*faz sleeping,lol*

so,we arrived kuah at 12noon,got the car and straight away to the challet! the place was awesome guys!located at cenang beach :P had our lunch and bla3..

so the trip began with cable car.but unfortunately for us,as we were there the thingy rosak plak!spoil the mood man..so decided to get back to the challet and rest..still few pics were snapped by me :-)

back to the room,i was asleep till 5++pm..2 mscalled from faz didnt even wake me up.lol
exhausted meh..so that evening things we did were MANDI LAUT!cool man,coz instead of mandi only,we rent the jetski..thought of trying the parachute but no one dare to try actually..the big ombak suits the jetski gile..eventho i alwys screaming coz of the saltiness still bawak the jetski laju2!coz we are the rempit laut gang!

->see!told you guys the ombak sangat besar!gile layan with the jetski :P

that night,we hentam the seafood.eventho lynn got a remind call from her mom(cz she's allergy to seafood of course!) layan jeh!hey, who wud even miss the chance?

->so this is the so-called langkawi cuisine?yummy right?

ktorang lepak and had a night tour around the island till 1am that night

ps:of course i went back to the challed to watch the finale of gangstarz..gile down coz infinatez didnt win*sniff2*

....to be continued!

malaysian food

2007-06-16T13:34:00.000+08:00

owh haha,i was listening to hitz.fm just now.bnyk sgt la iklan on 50yrs nationhood tp all of them are bout our very own msian food.so here are my very own msian food which i love them very much :P

1-tom yam
2-char kuey tiaw
3-yong tau fu
4-roti john*tmpat laen xde ni*
5-milo ais,teh tarik,sirap bandung
6-laicikang
7-roti tisu*haha ni lagi la,confirm kt india pon xde ni*
8-nasi kerabu*owh miss gile nk blik kelantan makan ni*
9-kek batik
10-nasi lemak

ps:haha,btol la kate org dok msia kua umah selangkah pon dh dpt food!saye suke malaysia!

simply no title

2007-06-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

life is short,
so make it sweet..
'BITTERNESS' gives you no taste;
it would even make you forget
how the rest tasted before..

xoxo
neq

dari sebuah foto

2007-06-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

sedang-sedang berborak dengan cik cantek,tanganku gatal membuka folder picasa..
owh,di situ rupe2nye foto2 ak di zaman muda..
puas ku cari,di sini rupenye disembunyikan..
foto bagaikan bercerita..
ku lihat foto dari kecil,sekolah,zaman mula mengenal dunie luar
*semestinye kerane diriku adalah anak yg dibesarkn di sekolah berasrama penuh*
semestinya foto2 itu semua penuh dengan keriangan yg dipaparkan oleh wajah2 yg mahu kelihatan elegan apabila ditatap oleh wajah2 lain..
dahulu foto2 semuanye diambil pakai filem..yg paling diriku ingt,filem jename kodak..harganye ringgit malaysia sembilan setengah..mahal jika dihitung pada zaman itu..

rupe parasku mungkin dari kecil tidak banyak yg berubah..dikit2 mungkin..mase kecil,aku dengan amirul seringkali di panggil kembar..mungkin kerana kami yg berbeza satu tahun sahaja ditambah dengan ketinggian yang sama di kala itu..tapi tidak dinafikan,kami hanya berbeza jantina,rupa paras mungkin sama..

masuk alam desa tun*haha lama tidak ku gunakan perkataan itu*
pantang lihat sesiapa keluarkan kamera pasti semua akan meluru tanpa segan silu mahu bergaya..tp,ku rindu senario itu..ku rindu wajah2 itu..

kerna itu bila melihat foto2 kerinduan mula menapak di hati..penuh dengan kenangan,gelak ketawa kerna foto2 itu bagai bercerita bagaimana diriku telah berjaya menempuh hidup selama ini..
terima kasih foto2,kamu berjaya dalam tugasmu

ps:rase mahu mencoret dalam bahasa melayu,maka entri ini dihasilkan.
pss:buat rakan2,ku rindu setiap saat bersama kamu dahulu,dan akan diriku rindu selamanya..

xoxo
neneqneSS

the boredom is killing me,seriously :P

2007-06-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

i have nothing on my planner..
i am missing the college..
i am missing the morning classes..
i am done with the sleeps..
i am missing the friends in college and also the sooo *over the seas* friends(you guys know who you are)..
i am missing the weekly stats,mechs homework (maths is exclusive in this case)

but somehow thank GOD,

i am having this holiday after a non-stop 'months of torture'

ps:sometimes, ppl that we shower with love will never appreciate us.
although sometimes they do but, in their own way where we could never see or even to realise it.
belief in fate*that's the best thing we can do as human being*

i'm tagged

2007-06-02T13:29:00.000+08:00

here is one game(credits to amin)
he tagged me since i dont have anything to do(because i'm on a long holiday obviously :P )

anyone who has being tagged need to repost exactly as what on the picture above(if i am not mistaken)..silly game yet it is fun :P
the motive of this game is *unknown*
here are the rules :
1-write the sentences above exactly as what i have written
2-please be sure that the 3rd sentence is written is jawi!
3-u may scan or simply snap the picture using any digicam :P
4-upload to your blog

*im still figuring who's my victim!*hummm hummm*

ps:i have a friend getting married this coming weekend..i dont know what others might think but nowadays a lot of ppl likes to get married in the early age..i'm not only talking about the girls, because i know 2 guys who got married when they reach 21 .."seronok ke kawen?"we would not know the fact unless we experience the marital stage on our own.btw,to all my already married friends,have fun with your 'alam berkahwin'..hehe,smoge slamat sampai ke anak cucu :P

pss:shamaz!i'm tagging you :P
i'm also thinking of getting syai to be tagged but she is sooo not into blogging :)
ayu!i'm also tagging you :)
(do only if you guys got any free time)*bukanla paksaan semata2*

thanks for the mind therapy!

2007-06-01T12:04:00.000+08:00

owh ho,last night i had a 3-hour-non stop-chat with two of my great buddies.sort of mental therapy for me..we talked bout the future,about us particularly and obviously i had a great time *bersengalan* with both of you guys :P

we did discuss how things were different back then and would be so much different obviously in the future..but somehow,the greatness of US and my neneqness, i bet none of them would be different in how many coming years though.

friends are easy to find but great friends,trust me on this,they are one in millions :)
it will take me thousands of time to consider into breaking a friendship!
durh,to syai and beng,i love the joke of SHY 08 very much..*no offense to syai*

owh,btw today is june 1st..and it's the big day to beng..a warm welcome to the group of the two-oh :P

*i'm not the one baking this,simply taking the picture from an online site.my cakes are a lot better from this one..*

:: things change,people change and so do I ::

2007-05-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

this this the 2nd time i write on this ttle(dh siap tules actually but then this stupid blogspot,went to delete all the post,left blank page for me and i feel like seriously wanna kick this silly comp).ignore it!i'll try to write as what i've written before..

dahulu kale..

++ i hated it when abah turned on his old day's song..ala,black sabbath,queen,guns & roses (zaman gilang gemilang).it happened usually when we went for a long journey..
amirul and i:abah,tutupla or change to lagu lain,these songs are 'oldies' la
my mum:isk jerit2 je lagu ni,xbest la..

-->simply saying,the songs hurt our ears la kan.so my dad had to change to other songs la.pity him..sob3++

++i used to critic ppl who love to wear green outfits.not that i hate it,it's just that i dun like the colour very much..my mum always said that, " wear smthing whch make you feel good".and back then,i didnt feel that green makes me feel that good++

zaman sekarang..

i love rock music..certainly,my dad is the biggest influence and also some of my friends.thnks to you guys,now i can feel the 'kapakness of rock'*giggles*
sometimes,i would sneek my dad's old rock song and listen to them,not that late,do i?just dont tell my dad that i listen to his type of songs or else he would brag bout this in front of my other sblings ok?

yerp and i have to admit,i'm just done packing my clothes just now(going to pd tmrw).i'm bringing 3 green shirts wth me -->so we have to admit that we live with changes and we learn from changes..never blame your pasts.we live now because we live the past..

simply look this and you guys will understand what did i mean before..

(a poem taken from an online site)

Life is changing and through it all I have learned

I've learned that no matter what happens,
or how bad it seems today, life does go on,
and it will be better tomorrow.

I've learned that people will forget what you said,
people will forget what you did,
but people will never forget how you made them feel.

I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person
by the way he or she handles these three things:
a rainy day, lost luggage,
and tangled Christmas tree lights.

I've learned that regardless of the differences
you have with the people in your life,
you'll miss them when they're gone.

I've learned that making a "living"
is not the same thing as making a "life."

I've learned that life sometimes
gives you a second chance.

I've learned that you shouldn't go through life
with a catcher's mitt on both hands.
You need to be able to throw something back.

I've learned that if you pursue happiness,
it will elude you.

But if you focus on your family, your friends,
the needs of others, your work and doing the very best you can,
happiness will find you.

I've learned that whenever I decide something
with an open heart,
I usually make the right decision.

I've learned that even when I have pains,
I don't have to be one.

I've learned that every day you should
reach out and touch someone.
People love that human touch --
holding hands, a warm hug,
or just a friendly pat on the back.

I've learned that you should
pass this on to someone you care about.
Sometimes they just need a little something
to make them smile.
I've learned that I still have a lot to learn.

xoxo
me

ps:i wont be updating this blog till i come back to home again in few days..

being home,alone..

2007-05-24T10:46:00.000+08:00

still figuring..

evntho i'm lacking of sleep(due to excessive surfing on the net and never think that i'm going to even look at any books for this 2months of hols) still cnnot qada' my sleep..

why is it?tsk tsk tsk

i want to sleep but i just cant..

so end up,i went to watch datin diaries on youtube just now :P
owh,i like fuad so much..he simply said what he wanted to say..and the way he talk i bet, he was a rempit before..all the time he acts like a drunk man in the series..
and by the way,today is the releasing of..

jeng jeng...(drum roll)

the PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN..
johnny depp,
wait till i go and meet you!
rindu2..huhu

ahha meminang

2007-05-23T16:19:00.001+08:00

check out this clip!hiburan di mase lapang for a-level's clan :P

kebosanan!!!

2007-05-22T10:30:00.000+08:00

ouh br pkol 1030,still bnyk mse lgi nk mlm..
ouh br 22 mei,lame lgi nk bukk skolah!!!
bosannye :)

midnight's thought::

2007-05-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

stop looking for me,
stop talking to me,
stop asking something from me,
stop giving a hope to me,
stop making me suffers,
stop making me to think about you,
stop making me falling into you,

if you never appreciate what i have done for you,
because i'm crazy about you!

smile ;)

2007-05-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

Free Music

i'm sick

2007-05-13T09:21:00.001+08:00

damn,please dun say that it's gna be towards the end of the world when u get sick and ur first paper is tomorrow!!why must now?cnt the flu wait for nx week?try to understand me at least!!*sigh*

when your life got only you in it!

2007-05-04T14:52:00.000+08:00

*post mortem*

i)yesterday,prof gave the 6 of us(special case:those who skipped the class on monday) our test paper back! and at the first glanced,word which came out from my mind was; SHITTING! o m g, after a week of struggle,bnyk tu je dpt.somehow,i shud be grateful la..at least,getting over half of the full marks is considered so-so la..word for now is:REDHA.i know that there's still a room for improvement,but have to keep concentrating from now,coz the final is in 2weeks time!horryfying la sgt yg amat..

ii)today,statistics class..the moment she stepped into room,with her so-called scary face(which she only has during our test and giving back the test papers to us),she stared at the 6ppl who skipped her class on monday.
i was like;CHILLING SUDEY,YOU YG NK ON KELAS,ORG NK BLIK,RASEKANLA ORG SKIP KELAS!haha,so she gave out the papers and before that..

miss pauline:y did 6 of u didnt come for my class on monday?

me:(dgn suke ati nk terjawab)dkt umah

miss pauline:u guys saje ponteng eyh?

haha,she knew it,still meminta for answer which soothing to hear..adeke?btw,nvm,remember i did mention about how sleepy i was during the test..i went to look back the question,is there any UNIFORM word which i missed out during the test?OWH,I'M GONNA STAB MY EYES!such sleepy that day,dat UNIFORM buddy pon bleh xperasan.and because of the so-called ignorance,9 marks melayang..thank god,the rest i got all correct..and for hypothesis testing,full marks some more :p (so companies out there can hire me to test their product after this)..

*THAT'S IT FOR THE POST MORTEM*